alright you're in my top 5 now :)

ill give ya a 10

I'm gonna say he's really good at guitar

extremely observant :-p

sleeping

...apparently part monkey :D

So I recently got separated from the navy...but knee need surgery all of that jazz. When I was gone I would talk to my girlfriend rarely and when we talked we would both cry and she would tell me how she missed me and just wants me to come home. Well I've been home for about a week now. I don't really know how to place it all into words...but it's just not the same. She wasn't the girl I was in love with when I left. I confronted her about it yesterday, it didn't really end in a good way...I was nice about it, I've never been a jerk to her, I've treated her well. Before I left I'll be the first to admit, her and I spent too much time together so of course we're each gonna wanna go hang out with our friends. Anyway onto the real problem, since the confrontation, I guess you could say, she won't hug me back, won't kiss me, she won't tell me she loves me, honestly she's gonna been giving me a little bit of a snobby attitude. She's never been one to hold a grudge or stay mad for longer then a couple hours. I don't really know what to think to be honest. Help?

I haven't been thinking about moving or changing jobs at all...they just came out of the blue.

For the past week I've been having the same dream about being in the military. I would wake up in the barracks and start going through boot camp, I would get all my equipment and go through all of the routines. Then I would go back to sleep and when I would wake up I would be in Iraq or Afghanistan. I thought about joining the military for a while, but I haven't thought about it for 2 weeks. What does it all mean? Does it mean I should enlist?

Look at these eyes...
these pain filled eyes of emotional distress,
the constant burn of the beautiful flame that was once there,
the amazing endurance of one flame,
that beautiful flame growing higher and higher until the heat can no
longer escalate,
darkness consuming the hearts of the forgotten,
emotions reviving those hearts and bringing light to the ever darkened
heart,
reaching that hand to you to seek help,
but only to be cast aside to the dark abyss we call life...

Welcome to JSH avgjoe...I'm most then positive you'll meet some
fantastic people here :)

Hey thanks :D

There's actually a couple reasons why I'm here...

1) Post my poetry so I can get constructive criticism
2) Meet new people
3) Hopefully find the woman of my dreams at some point
4) Meet people who give me hope in thinking that the world isn't all
that bad =D

Consider it a test =D

If you two could make it through the most difficult of times, then you
two could get through almost anything...That's just me thinking
optimistically of course =P

Welcome!

Hey! Welcome to JSH this is a great place to meet people... trust me
these guys are a riot! Hope you have fun and all goes well for you!

I'm glad you guys enjoy this one =D

It's true though...I can't necessarily tell you what I normally wish for
'cause it won't come true ;D

benz...

so use me use me cause I aint your average groupie
I've seen them dancin'
The hell with romancin'
She's sweat, wet,
Got it goin' like a turbo...

haha...I'm 6'4 =P

and that would be scary...no offense

Well my little brother is 13 but he's 6'1 =P