Not a good idea to get involved with someone who is mentally ill... you do not own his bs.. he does.. so this penetrating you as in it is somehow your fault or something you take on is bs.. you don't owe yourself any agony over this slug.. he needs to get some professional help and unless he contacted you to provide therapy I'd say he needed a kick in his balls .. so that he doesn't bring home his stds and give them to his hitching post at home... because she is no way, no how anything to him other than a place to smack skin.... you wasting anymore time wondering what he is up to or why he does it is a good waste of your personal space.. he isn't the first piece of crap on the planet and he won't be the last.... anyway he is damaged goods to everyone ... and sadly mostly to himself.. anyway your exercise for today is .. go in the mirror .. take a good look into your eyes .. tell you that you love you and will never ever treat you any other way than lovingly and then walk away from the mirror and say with empowerment "next"... no more time wasted on the wasted k...

I guess I'd need your interpretation of love. If what you are saying is truth then it is best to take your hind end and move away from a bottle of poison now or you are investing your emotions where nothing will be offered in return and relationships are base on compromise and give and take... all relationships and especially mating require this or you have no way of building a close bond and having a great life together both physically and spiritually and most importantly emotionally. In quantum mechanics the magnetic union of cells is important for the health and longevity of the union and what offers protection to your entire immune system ... great love is about being in love and sharing that love with the one who returns that love ... if you are with someone who doesn't love you than you must look for one who loves for then you love you as you would love her .. what you have now is less for yourself and will remain and continue to be less for until you have the real thing you have nothing authentic.. do not waste planetary time with your mind on anyone who cannot love you for they can waste it all by themselves without you endorsing it.. your time is valuable when you believe you are valuable so believe you are and it will be ...