I know that now. I feel lost. Nothing looks the same. I was happiest when I was her. And I should have shown her that. I have apologized to her. But only time will tell what's going to happen.

I can only hope that one day she will give me that chance. I find myself crying at night, but I'm sure that will stop over time. It took me three years to get over the last one. Not sure what's going to happen here.

I have written her letters and sent her cards.

I'm not going to stalk her. I've had that happen to me. No way. I guess time will tell what's going to happen here. I'm just really sad. I've cried, kicked, screamed, everything. If I get the chance again with her, I would make it up to her for the rest of my life. I will love her and tell her that everyday.

She doesn't want to talk to me. She won't answer my calls. She says that we're done. Some of her friends tell me that if I really do love her to fight for her, but I don't want to push and seem
"weird." My friends say give her time and she'll be back. I'm just so devestated.

I was in a relationship for 6 months with this girl and I lied to her about what I wanted. All the while, I was in love with her, but because my ex girlfriend took advantage of me, I had a wall up. I was afraid to believe that the love this girl was showing me was real. I showed her that I really loved her at times and she saw it, but my wall kept going up to protect myself because I knew I was falling hard. She left me and I'm so heartbroken. I do love her. I'm in love with her and she doesn't believe me. She started seeing someone else. She said she did that so she could get over the feelings she has for me. I don't know what to do with myself. I'm hurting so bad and I know it's my fault. She was everything that I ever wanted in a girl and in a relationship and I messed up.