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scepticalsoulmate Joined Wed 08/24/16 Posts: 9737	Thu 08/02/18 03:11 AM Topic: the person above me has a crush on... - part 2 Hello june i have been here and there and everywhere in a kind of confused state but i am well. Miss you too dear Ot : me

scepticalsoulmate Joined Wed 08/24/16 Posts: 9737	Thu 08/02/18 03:08 AM Topic: Name a song using the last letter of my song November Rain : guns n roses

scepticalsoulmate Joined Wed 08/24/16 Posts: 9737	Thu 08/02/18 03:05 AM Topic: what u looking for here? - part 5 Interesting witty conversations

scepticalsoulmate Joined Wed 08/24/16 Posts: 9737	Thu 08/02/18 03:03 AM Topic: the person above me has a crush on... - part 2 Someone oozing with masculinity and sincerity at the same time

scepticalsoulmate Joined Wed 08/24/16 Posts: 9737	Wed 07/25/18 03:04 AM Topic: For my Prayer Partner! QUOTE: Dear Lord, I long for the companionship of a woman, and it is getting so difficult. I don’t want to settle for someone who You don’t want me with. I want a physical connection so bad! I want to hold hands, kiss, and cuddle! I want hour-long conversations at night! But, I don’t want to settle just to have these things. Father, please hear my prayer to You! Guide me to a person who is right for me. Guide me to someone who loves You above all things. Lord, give me strength for today as I continue searching for a spouse. For the first time, I feel like I am never going to find you. Love feels distant to me. It never has. It is not something I have been feeling just today but it has been a really long time now. I really feel that you are never going to happen to me. Maybe that is why I have not been able to write because your existence in the future does not connect with me anymore. In my own life right now, I am just spiraling down. The only way it goes is down, I try to go up but then I fall deeper into crisis. I lay down everything to God. For the first time, I won’t be looking out for you anymore. It feels normal but inside I know it should not feel normal because all my life all I have done is look for you and now I just don’t. It should feel bad but I don’t feel anything at all. So why am I writing this to you? Hope. I hope that even if I give up looking in every corner for you, you will find me. I hope that you would just happen to me. I have given up because there is no bliss, in this case, there is no reward in being so desperate (that’s the word people would use, right?) and there is no happiness in absence. I have had my share of disappointments in relationships and I am worn out. Maybe how winds change people, it would change me too. It is what I am hoping for with all my heart. People keep asking me why I don’t search for you anymore and well, they know now. They also keep saying, oh you are so handsome, any girl would be happy to have you. A BIG NO. Nobody was ever happy to have me and I highly doubt handsomeness is what anyone is looking for. Everyone is looking very specific things and they just can’t tolerate not having something. In this world of instant gratification, it’s hardly their fault. No one wants to compromise. I want a lot of things. I want to join hand and god to pray together, go get ice cream with you, long walks in lovely weather and just lay gazing at the stars. I want to serve the Lord with you at my side. How can someone not want little instances of pure blissful energy, a moment that can never be anything less than perfect? But looking at this outlook of the world, it brings me down. Being told at every corner that you are crazy gets your mind sometimes. good luck

scepticalsoulmate Joined Wed 08/24/16 Posts: 9737	Mon 07/23/18 09:38 PM Topic: say somthing to the person you like......... - part 3 Ill be there for you coz you’re there for me too.

scepticalsoulmate Joined Wed 08/24/16 Posts: 9737	Mon 07/23/18 09:36 PM Topic: Dedicate a song to person above Youve got a friend in me : randy newman

scepticalsoulmate Joined Wed 08/24/16 Posts: 9737	Mon 07/23/18 09:28 PM Topic: What is the nicest thing someone told you today? But i worry about you

scepticalsoulmate Joined Wed 08/24/16 Posts: 9737	Mon 07/23/18 09:25 PM Topic: Last to post wins! - part 122 still wondering about the prize

scepticalsoulmate Joined Wed 08/24/16 Posts: 9737	Mon 07/23/18 09:24 PM Topic: How Do You feel right now? - part 11 Dazed

scepticalsoulmate Joined Wed 08/24/16 Posts: 9737	Mon 07/23/18 09:17 PM Topic: Post a song for someone special - part 4 Lot to Learn Luke Christopher If I was the question, would you be my answer? If I was the music, would you be the dancer? If I was the student, would you be the teacher? If I was the sinner, would you be the preacher? Would you be my N' dun d-dun dun I still got a lot of ** to learn, I'll admit it N' dun d-dun dun I still got a lot of to learn, I'll admit it Feeling like a digit in a system, just another stupid number I don't know, know, know Everything is twisted, I can feel it It's another stupid summer where it's cold, cold, cold And we can do it on our own Head up to a place where baby no one goes In a rocket full of liquor, in a Polaroid for pictures Baby you should stop me, 'fore I lose control How imperfect a person am I? Go through your purse and put on your disguise You see the stars, but they just see the skies And you see my scars, what do they see? If I was the question, would you be my answer? If I was the music, would you be the dancer? If I was the student, would you be the teacher? If I was the sinner, would you be the preacher? Would you be my N' dun d-dun dun I still got a lot of to learn, I'll admit it N' dun d-dun dun I still got a lot of to learn, I'll admit it N' dun d-dun dun We still got a lot of to learn, just admit it N' dun d-dun dun We still got a lot of to learn, don't you get it? Got your finger on the trigger and you aiming at the mirror Don't you shoot, that ain't you, nah 'Cause on the outside you pretending But you hurtin' in the inner, what's the truth, what's the truth now? How imperfect a person am I? Go through your purse and put on your disguise You see the stars, but they just see the skies And you see my scars what do they see? If I was the question, would you be my answer? If I was the music, would you be the dancer? If I was the student, would you be the teacher? If I was the sinner, would you be the preacher? Would you be my N' dun d-dun dun I still got a lot of to learn, I'll admit it N' dun d-dun dun I still got a lot of to learn, I'll admit it Cheers to the fact that you’re living in, this is your world They say they ain’t feeling you, they livin' in the old world Word to my old girl, and word to me too I only say it and I might because I need to Feeling like I’m see through and life is a window I be runnin' opposite the way that the wind blow You pick up the pieces of the things that you didn’t know So when you hear the top you better scream that you been though If I was the question, would you be my answer? If I was the music, would you be the dancer? If I was the student, would you be the teacher? If I was the sinner, would you be the preacher? Would you be my N' dun d-dun dun I still got a lot of to learn, I'll admit it N' dun d-dun dun I still got a lot of to learn, I'll admit it If I was the question, would you be my answer? If I was the music, would you be the dancer? If I was the student, would you be the teacher? If I was the sinner, would you be the preacher? If I was the question, would you be my answer? If I was the music, would you be the dancer? If I was the student, would you be the teacher? If I was the sinner, would you be the preacher? Would you be my N' dun d-dun dun I still got a lot of to learn, I'll admit it N' dun d-dun dun I still got a lot of ** to learn, I'll admit it

scepticalsoulmate Joined Wed 08/24/16 Posts: 9737	Mon 07/23/18 09:15 PM Topic: Things to do when it is raining. A-Z - part 2 Engage in a battle within oneself...cover from the rain, get wet, play in the puddles, just sleep and let it pass.

scepticalsoulmate Joined Wed 08/24/16 Posts: 9737	Mon 07/23/18 03:40 AM Topic: How Do You feel right now? - part 11 Sleepy so early again

scepticalsoulmate Joined Wed 08/24/16 Posts: 9737	Mon 07/23/18 03:39 AM Topic: Countries you'd like to travel Prague

scepticalsoulmate Joined Wed 08/24/16 Posts: 9737	Mon 07/23/18 03:38 AM Topic: Post a song for someone special - part 4 Cool change : little river band (some inspiration)

scepticalsoulmate Joined Wed 08/24/16 Posts: 9737	Sat 07/21/18 01:57 AM Topic: the person above me has a crush on... - part 2 Someone who leaves him speechless

scepticalsoulmate Joined Wed 08/24/16 Posts: 9737	Sat 07/21/18 12:25 AM Topic: Does women like long haired men or short? Ok... I haven’t known anyone who needs to wash that many times just to smell clean. The hair would surely give a hint about it too, i dislike bad odor thats all im saying. And i do love scents but not up to the point of disensitizing myself and others. Thanks for the info though

scepticalsoulmate Joined Wed 08/24/16 Posts: 9737	Sat 07/21/18 12:17 AM Topic: the person above me has a crush on... - part 2 Someone with very expressive eyes who loves cherries

scepticalsoulmate Joined Wed 08/24/16 Posts: 9737	Sat 07/21/18 12:16 AM Topic: idk if im just imaging things or just going crazy. Imaging or imagining ? I think these two words sounds the same but dont mean the same? But i do agree both can be the start of something big or small in several aspects of our lives. Ot: you were having visions of your past dreams imo

scepticalsoulmate Joined Wed 08/24/16 Posts: 9737	Sat 07/21/18 12:09 AM Topic: looking for an honest woman I can honestly say i want to live happy welcome to mingle and good luck sir

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