thank you unsure..wise words

cbd...haha--yea could have, should have, but im too nice for that. Karma is a b**ch ..he will get his.

thanks

thanks all of you. his loss is how im going to look at it, but if he ever brings his sorry azz back on here, it's on. no more going out of my way for no-one, learned my lesson i guess.

yeah he was on jsh...but the piece of crap deactivated his account..i dunno...just sucks ya know...

so, how's everyone's weekend? anything eventful?...I had been talking to someone a little over 2 months here, drove 9 hours to see him, talked to him for 7 hours on my way there, when he said he was gonna shower and get ready for my arrival, saw no problems with that, so i was about 10 mins away, and called to let him know i was almost there, he didnt answer, waitied 5 or so mins tried again, nothing,waited a half hour nothing, tried again, still nothing, this went on for 6 hours, i gave him the benefit of the doubt, he might have fallen asleep....well needless to say he didnt call or ever show up, after i took a long weekend from work off, and drove 9 hours...why do people do this, i mean i know im not the most gorgeous woman in the world, but he had talked to me for 2 months, and we did the whole web cam thing..so wasnt any surprises or anything....just hurtful

seems like a logical question to me..umm so ya can get to know the other person, see if things click, see if there is chemistry...find out all the lil stuff that you initially dont see at first..just my guess

greygoose and cranberry please

singl mom here too....they call me fat and ugly too, but ya know what....when they say that, they are the ones lacking something, and just proves we are too good for them....honey hold your head high, and know that you are an amazing woman.

welcome mike

cyclone-baby bash

new in here...thought id say hi to y'all

hell...a fat day...i seem to be having them everyday...lol

thanks again thumper...you're sweet

not into taming..i like a lil wild rough around the edges type...so no taming on my part...and thanks thumper for your comment...

thanks..hope your prediction is true

<---tired of being alone...and wondering to myself how the heck can i be on a dating site with 20,000 people and not one be interested in me at all....am i really that ugly?? geez...

thanks...

always alone with nothing to do
just the kid and me since we left you
thought i was doing the right thing saying goodbye
sometimes i think it would be easier if i would just die

the feeling of lonliness now consumes me
i thought i was supposed to feel free
the only thing i feel is alone
dont even have the energy to leave this home

sometimes i wish there was someone who could understand
someone to go for walk hand in hand
someone to laugh with, someone to talk to
someone to build memories with, someone honest and true

maybe i dont deserve this, im asking for to much
i just wanna know the feeling of love, is there even such?
maybe im meant to be alone, that love isnt for me
but i wont give up yet, because i do not know my destiny

maybe its the game of wait and you shall receive
but there is someone out there for me, i do believe
where is he at, maybe right in front of my face
or maybe he's far away in some other place

this feeling of lonliness, gets worse everyday
wondering if im waiting for nothing, this is my price to pay
i just wanna know love, and that someone wants me
but for now the lonliness is here, until your presence i see

love it....