hey, at least you got the car..... ....got group today....my ride's extremely late

well, my best friend's husband is back in the hospital for the second time this month for blood clots in his legs and lungs.

doing good.......finally over tonsilitis

We just got the news about an hour ago that a good friend of the family passed away this morning.....He got run over by a car after being knocked off his ATV. My mom's boyfriend is taking very hard as they were best friends, we could use all the prayers we can get right now.

long enough to see my daughter graduate school, marry, and make me a grandma

I swear to god I seriously heard this......

That guy was demonstrating the slap chop, got to the nut demonstration......

he said...."You're gonna love my nuts"

well, in my case.......


when you:
(1)rather face a firing squad than make love with them

(2)rightfully call them out on something and they turn the tables to make YOU feel like the one in the wrong

(3)literally have to fight the urge to seriously harm that person

and lastly

(4)can see yourself missing that person like crazy, but happier without them

i agree wholeheartedly...

i would have to say cut my hair......shortly afteer i met my ex, my hair was to the point that i had headaches.....i asked him to cut it, he didn't want to, but he did.....

i've needed to restock on cleaning supplies for a while myself....will you come clean my house???

Anyone have any suggestions for homeopathic, natural, or other non-medicinal rermedies for sore throat associated with tonsilitis? My tonsils are killing me!!!! It hurts to even think about drinking anything, let alone try to eat....

I'd greatly appreciate it.....

damn tom, you made me hungry!!! and i'm too scared to try to eat....(tonsilitis with a vengeance)

yea yea yea....i'm up.....ain't feeling good, damn tonsilitis ......oh well, i just hope i'm able to drink some coffee......both tonsils swollen this morning, yesterday only one was swollen.....oh well...just means i'll have to be quieter

And to all sweet dreams.....

Yeap I tweaked the last line of "Night Before Christmas".....

I'm yawning my head off ....can't see straight , and I'm dog-tired .....so goodnight everyone and sleep sweet.

taken......and loving it!!

Had a therapy session today.....went very well. One thing I am learning is that the rage, pain, and sense of betrayal that I feel is valid. I grew up being told that you shouldn't feel this way or that for certain situations, and if I did, then I would feel horrible about myself.

I always thought that I was this horrible person because I felt....(how can I put it????)....discouraged, disgusted, frustrated, guilty, hostile, paranoid, and suspicious about most events that have happened in my life. Then again, I grew up in a very harmful environment. Both parents were drunk most of the time, being molested by two different men in my life, being raped twice, and being verbally abused by my mom, stepdad #1, stepmom and one of my stepsisters. Then there's that whole ordeal with my ex-fiance, losing custody of my daughter, and a lot of people throwing all of my mental illnesses in my face.

I have bipolar 1, borderline personality disorder, general anxiety, and PTSD. Come to think of it, only a very few people hhave NOT thrown all those illnesses in my face. I can name each and every one: Ken (current boyfriend), Aaron (current therapist), Susan (former therapist), Larry (my bestfriend), Daddy, Vinson (brother that has my daughter), and Tom (my oldest brother). Everyone else in my life has used those to their advantage.

I haven't had any urges to hurt myself in over a month now. That might seem like long to most people, but it's a great step for me.

it's not that bad......

yeah, definitely can't put off seeing the oral surgeon anymore

I was chewing on a piece of fatback......and half of the crown of one of my bad teeth broke off!!!

ma knew from the get go i was a girl.....so it was Amber Dawn.....

but myoldest brother......that's funny Thomas Gaylord