Heart's in good shape! Going in tomorrow for liver ultrasound and have an upper GI scheduled for next week. Still seeing the "new" guy. So far, life is good over on this end of the woods :)

Exactly! Just got some bad news last....I went to the ER a couple weeks ago because of chest pain...was told nothing was wrong and sent home, but Friday I got a certified letter from the hospital I went to saying that I have a hiatal hernia. Don't know exactly how large it is or anything yet, I'll be taking the letter to my primary doc next week when I go for my appt and we'll set up testing and all that.....will keep y'all posted.

Well my ex won't leave me alone now, he calls me constantly, ims me on yahoo messenger so much that if i leave my computer for a minute when i come back the screen is full of ims. Last night I had company and he tried to start a fight on the computer with me....I told him that I was going to bed and I would NOT answer ANY calls. I did fall asleep around 11 and when I woke up at 1am, I noticed he called my phone 15 times in the time span of 10 minutes I noticed I had a couple of voicemails so I checked them and sure enough it was HIM...he left me two very nasty messages full of accusations and even a threat in the last one.

Well later on when I woke up for the day I had an offline message on yahoo from him, saying he was sorry for everything, that he doesn't remember anything that happened last night because during the middle of the night he had a seizure bad enough where he peed himself. Do I believe that???? Not really.

I remember going through that phase myself, where I thought that pot was doing a better job than the meds.

I was diagnosed with bipolar myself back in 1993, not even a month before my 10th birthday.

My advice is stay on the medication, and if you feel that the medication isn't working AFTER they have taken time to get into your system, don't hesitate to let your psychiatrist know. Do NOT self medicate. If for ANY reason you feel suicidal or even homicidal, seek IMMEDIATE medical attention. Keep a record of your daily thoughts, it will help you determine if/when you are about to have a "relapse" so to speak.

Amen! Though I must say, I'm already seeing someone else

Have you tried the new drink inspired by Bin Laden?

It's two shots and a splash of water

LoL Roy.....I guess I was ready for that relationship to end because he's been gone nearly a week now, yet I haven't cried one tear

He's gone! And as a result of him leaving.....my rent went down a hundred dollars

Ok, I don't want this thread dying so damn it I'm gonna VENT.......Boyfriend that I have taking care of for the past 18 months has hurt me again today, it's the second time he's done it since August. We were arguing because I didn't want him going back on his word (like he normally does) to help me pay for storage.......he got so worked up that he ran my truck over a curb and it messed up my back again.....still don't have any sensation in my right leg since it happened about 6 hours ago....

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

Hehehehehehe

We vent so to speak, and offer support such as it may be to others are experiencing depression or any other psychological issues, whatever they may be.

Hmmmmm, looks like I "killed" the thread.....

Oh geez, I was in a bad mood all day until I read that last part Roy....no wonder I loves you to deatheses

I had to stop taking them for now because of my health. Hoping to start again fresh soon

lol c'mon Roy you didn't know what lymphedema is???? :P just j/k hon. i'll have the white knee high socks (even if they are compression socks) now i just need a short plaid skirt and a white button up shirt

I'M BACK BABY!!!!!!!!!! And found out a couple days ago that I have lymphedema

Are the health problems EVER gonna stop??????

Ok, I might not be back up for a while, going back home and right now my laptop is in the pawn shop right

And the sad thing is....all that crap I listed happened LAST YEAR....

Wow Kristi, you have a LOT on your plate hon! The battle for weight loss is, unfortunately, going to be a slow process. I've been dealing with my weight issues since I was 17, even though I've been overweight for nearly 19 years. I have already had two heart attacks (caused by stress), had my gallbladder removed last year, had two emergency surgeries on my kidneys, and back surgery before I was 27.

Keep it up tho, you'll do great!