Is it possible to be invisible to just one person so they can't tell when you are on-line?

Very nice

I felt you kneeling down
in the dark
your hair brushing my thighs.
I want to say that I felt powerful
that your worship
was comfortable.
But I wanted you beside me
not beneath me
because there beside me I could love you.

I think there really are people that feed off your energy

Tendrils in... like the fog
He's a surprise
a secret that flows.
He's a lover quickly gone.

Under watchful eyes
like a moon concealed
His my lover
He's always been here.
When I recall him
he'll always be.


Little ditty about my fantasy guy, just someone to always remember during late night emissions....okay so he's not real but I am still fond of him


Does anyone else have one of these fantasy people? Okay that sounds strange but I think you know what I mean without too much detail.

Defiantly beef, I love a thick steak cooked just right
yummmmmmmmmmmm.........

I think that came across more sad than I meant it to...bittersweet I guess

In darkness I kneel
sitting still on one knee
I watch the world dance around
But they don't notice me.
I feel bitter sometimes
as I dream
as I cry
I feel different inside
some parts have died

But I refuse to kneel any longer
I refuse to go on this way
I've released all my doubt
Its time I've checked out
to a world thats now mostly gray


Just another ditty from darkness to gray... feeling kind of weird tonight....how do you like?

How long and is it really the one or just bad boy lust

too much to drink Mr.smiley?

reminds me of alot of my own poetry...the mood I mean, sometimes when the emotions are the strongest its so easy to write...

Its poetry not voyeurism

I meant to the stripe club guy

Why would any woman give you the time of day after that comment...you could at least put a smiley face after it so it looks like you are joking

guess I didn't think about the whole time zone thing, I meant subdued by our society in general....is it a learned kind of thing
different for everyone of course

Why do the darker hours bring out our eroticism...is it because we have learned to keep it concealed?

Fingers so defined
play against my spine
All I'm asking in return
is to make by body burn

Long and well fingered
take the time while you linger
move me closer just to whisper
with those word meant to blister

Move me towards you
holding onto
With those fingers
moving with you
Move me towards you
folding into
with your fingers
do what they do


Kind of erotic tid-bit ...guess its getting to become that hour

I think it's easy to feel lost, to feel alone when things are vast and things close in.
Thats when I work to remind myself, work to feel connected. Were part of so much we don't understand..and none of it makes sense all of the time.....none of it can be defined....only truth units and the lies we tell ourselves only destroy.


A throw down of words....any good---- probably not, but there they are

Addiction is a hard monster to beat.....hope it all works out

I think its sad I guess I am just too much of a romantic to want any part of a man who's not monogamous......I could never be happy with such an arrangement.