I AM A STRAIGHT GUY BUT MY FIRST KISS WAS WITH A GUY. I CANNOT REMEMBER WHAT LED TO THAT, WE KISSED(DEEP KISS). I DID NOT ENJOY IT BUT HE ENJOYED IT. HE CALLED ME AND SAID "THANKS, YOU ARE WONDERFUL KISSER, I AM THE MOST HAPPIEST PERSON ON EARTH, I WISH TO GET MORE FROM YOU". I WAS FULL OF REMORSE AND SELF PITY WHERE AS MY PARTNER ENJOYED EVERY BIT OF IT.

LET ME GIVE A LITTLE STORY. WHEN I WAS A YOUNG BOY, EVERY NIGHT I WOULD SEE A MAN IN MY DREAM AND WHENEVER I JUMPED UP FROM MY SLEEP I WOULD NOTICE A SHADOW OF A MAN THAT WOULD MOVE AWAY. I TOLD MY MOM ABOUT IT AND SHE WAS NOT BOTHERED ABOUT IT, SHE CONTINUED ATTRIBUTING IT TO FEVER. I KEPT ON SEEING SAME MAN IN MY DREAM AND THE SHADOW WHENEVER I WOKE UP. ONE DAY MY MOM DECIDED TO OBSERVE WHAT I WAS SAYING, SHE WAS SURPRISED TO SEE A BIG SHADOW OF A MAN AND SHE RAISED HER VOICE AND SHOUTED, DON'T COME BACK AGAIN HERE. IT WAS THE END OF THE PARANORMAL EXPERIENCE. FIVE YEARS AGO, MY FRIEND DIED AND I WAS NOT AWARE OF HIS DEATH, LATER HE APPEARED TO ME AND TOLD ME THAT HE HAS DIED, THAT HE DID NOT SEE ME IN HIS BURIAL. IT WAS LIKE A DREAM BUT IT WAS REAL.

IT IS 100% POSSIBLE TO FIND TRUE LOVE IN THIS DAY. IT IS TRUE THAT THE WORLD IS AT IT'S BREAKING LIMIT WHERE PEOPLE DISAPPOINT PEOPLE AND BREAK EACH OTHERS'S HEART. BUT THERE IS SOMEONE OUT THERE WHO WILL LOVE YOU AND LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU, THOUGH THEY ARE RARE. TODAY'S LOVE IS ON MATERIAL THINGS NOT FROM THE HEART. I MAY BE TELLING SOMEONE THAT I LOVE HER BUT MY HEART IS SAYING A DIFFERENT THINGS. LOVE IS BLIND, TRUE LOVE STILL EXIST BUT IT IS JUST RARE.

EVERYTHING ON EARTH HAS BOTH NEGATIVE AND POSITIVE RESULTS. LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP IS GOOD FOR CAT-DOG RELATIONSHIP BUT IT IS NOT GOOD FOR ANY RELATIONSHIP THAT IS JUST STARTING. SOME PEOPLE ARE MORE CONNECTED WHEN THEY ARE APART BUT SOME CANNOT COPE. SO DECIDE THE ONE THAT IS GOOD FOR YOU

ANYTIME YOU ARE LONELY LET ME KNOW

RELATIONSHIP SHOULD BE A GOOD THING, BUT THE WAY AND MANNER WE HANDLE OUR RELATIONSHIPS CAN MAKE IT BAD. RELATIONSHIP SHOULD BE DEFINED, MUTUAL,SYMBIOTIC. RELATIONSHIP SHOULD NEVER BE PARASITIC. RELATIONSHIP SHOULD NOT BE BASED ON SEX OR PERSONAL GAINS. IT SHOULD BE FOR MATURED INDIVIDUALS WHO ARE PREPARED TO HANDLE EVERYTHING THAT WILL COME OUT OF THE RELATIONSHIP.