the iron is


dead.



the shirt stays


wrinkled.



i pray
because
i know

i am thankful.


here as;

two hands
two eyes
two feet
two ankles.


where as;

one knows
ones brain
and hearts
unreplaceable.


the pilot



is burning.




the iron,



remains dead.

HA! your baaaaad

..and than he died




..after she walked home




..and no one saw




..after they checked

why can't i learn to be addicted to things i don't know?





i am tired.
hungry and thirsty.





at best i regret the worst me!

awesome!

so why move about under one dark cloud
i can't resist my anger?



my sadness is just no success


how shall i evade this danger?

arms down

s l o w ly unfisting my fingers

i tell myself to breathe because i cannot longer lingerr



pacing about i tell myself to wait why should i stay here?



knowing if i go or stay either way i am in danger.

i wrote the wrong poem for this pic hahaha!

lol wiggle

writing this
as i speak.

how i don't know
why i think.

hungry i eat
thirsty i drink.

tired i sleep

hung over weak.

very cool man!

i liked it alot!

she
sits down.





we hold
hands.





she says,
its over.





i say,



NOTHING




because
there is,



NOTHING



left
to say.

favorite position?




here it is!



out


in


the


open



a smile
with style
i know
when i go
in


g getting
r ready
o ooooooOH?
w what
n now

when I'm there

hitting the target
like a spear
i steer and steered

back
& forth

entering
the exit
course

where she
attracts me

i feel
just as :D
as 8^)


non-guilty
i am drilling

funelling myself
as i fondle herself

around her hips

either side

one hand trips

sTumbles

s
tt
uuu
mmmm
bbbbb
llllll
iiiiiii
nnnnnnnn
ggggggggg

on to her most intimate
and devious sides

i skim
skimming per'say
around her trim'say

here is the tunnel
there goes the worm
at play

a safe spot
for my____

today...

i wonder

what would i do without me
and knowing
that these are the moments
i love most

i cant explain
my love for sex

just that my sex
is love

whether with
or without a glove

i choose

meaning;

with or without a con-
dumb i abuse

where am i going

or getting with this

back & forth
fondling her ****
**** and lips

Oooh,
what trips!

my little me dip

slides

throbs

heats

gets beat

poor meat

a victory wore

in

2

defeat

stretching me from heads to feet

this is where i love to stand my ground.

letting my knees rock back and forward

i look around
her body in awweee! ha! words

fingers at there best
feeling the ones you are wantings
curves

a love i love forth and back

the sounds her cheeks and
hips sound smacked

this is;
more vulgarity
than poetry

but really;

who is weighing?




in



on




the





subject




falling down
two holes

one for fun
where the other

be/cums prego

inhale...

i dont want to do drugs

i know better
i say in dismay
as i shrug,

"build me up"

i've had it

i'm tired
of breaking
me

d

o

w

n

for? the?
cAwwwz?

eyes
know why
where i see

my flaws

no longer
in shock

closed
jaws

licking one index
to the sky because i

don't wanna be

l
o
s
t

working dead end jobs

never easy

what i really need
is to find a new lead
for a mouth to feed

daily

knowing

love is life
and life is
struggling

i have a seed
that is going to need
water

this is my
soon to be son
Connor

your not even here yet
and i am already acting
like your father

if only you knew how much
you make me stronger

without you
my thoughts are guttered
as a goner

why am i so lost

god, i am lost

wanting to be the best
never felt so refreshed

half of me feels
so blessed

except
i can't accept

i dual

between
one man
becomming
too different
people

sooooo
looooost

one good
the other evil

trying to keep it
real

except
i accept

i knoooow
gaaaawwwd

is god

and how he heals

just i cant move forward
with no sword, just a shield

exhale...

dont let it get you
take the best of you
lose the rest of you
make a mess of who?
you know who
you are

rolling
in your car
alone
you go
in circles

getting no where
far

acting bizarre
spending too much time
staring up at the stars

i seem to think
there is a
soft side behind
what is hard

i think
i would be one of the
unplayed jokers

if i had to choose
the who of whom
to explain how
i become or became
one of those cards






(sigh)





i hate this part









where i give myself too much space







squinched eyes in the shape of fists

punching every mirror in my way

grumbling under mumbling lips

where the good and evil eyes split

seatbelted to a tangent
pushing down a gas pedal
so rampant

oh poor me

most times i wish
i could ignore me

as i pour me
a drink so tragic



this is the part
where my flesh
turns to plastic



trying to explain the cracks
in the mirrors eyes see

and how much i fukn hate beer
mostly

and how
it takes me
away from
ME

and how much better life is
when i think
less

sin
fool

in dreams

cool!

exhausted.

from all the nonsense.

i have been rich
until now
since, i am spent.

struggling.

using muscles
i didn't know existed.

nor, whatever for,
ever invisioned.

hustling.

for something more
than the crumbs
i keep crumbling.

humbling.

me now, from then.
than shall we con-
tinue?

where now my digestive
system can't win.

i used to stare out

now i stare
in
two
this window.

grumbling.

yadda yadda
blah blah.

each leg standing

balancing.

thanking God
for this see saw.

pummeling.

these fists
so pist
i clench
on to,

nothings.

as poor as can be
my hope gives me,

something.




inspired by:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w3GGwnKrKkQ

thank yous!
gossip
bgeorge
johnny

hormones

her moans
are whore moans

the way she screams
through a screen
spreads across
the oooohhhh
zoooone

i know when she does
she vibrates my poems

MMMMmm she groans

EWWWww she gets boned

AWWWww she explodes

her moans
are whore moans

as she spreads her lips and legs
she twitches like a bittch unleashed

un
con
trolled

MMMMmm she groans

EWWWww she gets boned

AWWWww she explodes

with a rush so intense
she emits through her tones

MMMMmm
EWWWww
AWWWww

pull aside my panties!
touch me through my bra!

biting her lip
nails grip
what a trip

she
has
claws