hallow guten tag? hello good day < German

I am not perfect
nor am I able to be perfected
i am damaged
I've been broken and battered and torn
i been cut up and sewn back together
my heart has been casted aside
thrown against many odds
I've cried my eyes
bone dry


I have questioned my every action
and truth behind your cruel intentions
I have taken blame upon my self instead of
aiming at the obvious choice
all because i chose to see the beauty with
in all your madness

at times you may say its in my head ....
and let a little piece die inside of me
all because the truth is to hard for you to own up to...

that you would rather mentally tangle your
web weaved of lies and compromise
my own sanity ...


all in the name of love
four letter tragedy so sad to see
that even through every thing
you still hold on to your
false apologetic
arrogance
thinking that yet again ill fall
for your foolish nonsense

yet you have been mistaken you chose to wonder
onto my bad side now flee for all you have done is proven to me how much
I am now a beautiful nightmare of a wreck lost
at a sea of everlasting demise

yw and hi ill be sharing a few more asap

When will be my turn to share this emotion that everybody's seems to have what is this like water slipping my hands just when I think it's time to let my guard down another dagger Pierce's the flesh this to is another fond memory of steel feeling the weight the chains that lockup my secret muscle the left over heart slowly beating a rhythm of yesterday's drums that since then yield the drummer claims she only played in false pretences to which it will never understand her words she was the keeper of these wretched locks now nothing touches them but her words forevermore to echo threw the chambers of my heart in hopes one day she will return

the stars in the sky can you count them
no. Are they closer then we think
No they're like Love time in air
Full and plenty but very empty.
some people search there whole lives to find love
Other people find themselves running their whole lives to chase time that never fades
Dream of the stars above us every night

a woman heart breaks she cries to sleep tonight
her lovers gone in thin air

a child stares at the stars wishing for a friend to save him from his alcoholic fathers fierce hand
yet no one will

a soldier comes back from battle
laying in the hospital bed his time Is ticking his hand of fate
before he knows it will be to late

all these people live on dreams

they're untouchable

can't u see

At times I wonder what lies beneath, are there bitter scars or a love that's sweet, will it succeed in triumph or settle for defeat, is it strength in numbers or fall for anything weak, need I repeat, I wonder what the future holds, within myself the stories told, only I can manifest what to repent, acknowledge my flaws, learn not to resent, so in my defense, I will not waiver, nor will I regret the love that I gave her, for only I can determine where my heart flies, and hope that what lies beneath is not my demise
let it not fall to descize,