The last man I was "drawn" to didn't have one particular thing I could put my finger on but rather something about his soul I think. The look in his eyes, they say the eyes are the windows to the soul. All I had to go by was a picture but I just had a feeling. Unfortunately he did not feel the same about me. Oh well, such is life.

Now that I think about it, this could be a really fun opening.

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Dear......

I haven't yet received your email.... I'm guessing you were too intimidated by the charm and wit of my profile, or my dashingly good looks. So I am writing a response to the email you wanted to send but didn't.

Yes, I am amazing. Thank you for noticing. You really do make me blush. And I'm glad you got a good laugh from my profile. I can picture you smiling even now.

I'm sorry, however, that despite your desire to have my children, I have been surgically altered to prohibit it. Turns out the little buggers are expensive, what with their wanting to eat and go to college and all. They do say, however, that there is a very small chance that it could still happen. And I'm very willing to try... for you.

You're right.... I almost sound too good to be true. But rest assured I am very real, very good, and mostly true.

Thanks for the note

Me

Michigan meet 08

And a great time was had by all

Oh collect them like I do!!!

Have fun with them!!!

I have a fabulous collection!


Now they are sorted by state

Some days by hair color
Etc!!!

If peeing is a golden shower, is poo a dirty storm? Just things I think about.

After a couple of long phone conversations with a friend, a few things that were said during those conversations made me realize something.

In all the relationships I have been in, I simply settled for what I thought I ' deserved ' at the time.

The problem with that is, as I see it, this.

Everything I have gone through in my past relationships has done absolutely nothing to help me understand how to actually GET what I feel that I deserve at this point in my life. I know I deserve better than what I have gotten in the past.

But I have absolutely no clue how to attain it.

Basically, I figured out that being here is doing nothing more than killing time.

Maybe I'm the only one that feels like this....but maybe not.

Anyone else?

Very true. It can definitely suck. But the thing is, having dealt with what I have, I pretty much refuse to settle for less than I deserve. I've been there and I know I am worth more than that.

But, I am also realistic. I know that no one is perfect. I doubt there is even " perfect for me ". I am just too scattered in what I like and don't like. I think perfect for me is nothing more than someone who can accept the fact that we aren't going to see everything the same way.