I've been single now for 12 years, thought I could never be alone. Married & Divorced 2x, 1st 1 I was too young, 2nd was 15yrs & he cheated. I have become comfortable in living alone for the most part. I miss companionship, conversations, & snuggles along with a few other things. When I think of looking for a companion, I just don't know if I can give up my life the way I have it set now. Does that make sense? You think of all the what if things. Maybe it's just women who feel this way? I miss a lot of things being alone, and I just don't know if I could handle the change. I pray and ask God to lead me, I've told friends & family who always ask, do you think you will ever marry again, my response is, "If God sits him at my doorstep with a sign around his neck, from God ". I just turned 61 and my kids are adults, my grandkids are teens, I have a few hobbies, but just wonder if there is someone out there God has picked for me for the rest of my life?