Love is a funny thing. that live without being feed. that breath so easily. you don't have to put so much effort if it's love cause you are honest and true.
but there was a catch that most of us failed to notice until its too late to count the Bills, the only thing that's not love is when the other person doesn't understand your feeling but still being faithful and try so hard to keep you happy and satisfied which is not love or the other person being polite, pity, righteous, devoted and make other smile at the cost of their own happiness which is not love again but awkwardness and afraid to hurt anyone or the feeling of being indebted.

Love is funny thing again because it blurred the thin line between all the good thing that we are feeling and doing to others projections itself as love, but true love is not something to work on something to show or something to give.
BUT IT IS SOMETHING TO SHARE. SHARING YOUR LIFE WHILE THEY SHARE THEIR LIFE WITH YOU. INCLUDING BEDROOM, MONEY, KIDS, HOME, FRIENDS, FAMILY, FEELING, EMOTION, DREAM AND LIVING TOGETHER LIKE AN UN SEPERATE SHADOW OF YOU FROM DAY ONE, WHILE BEING TRUELY HONEST INFACT YOU WILL FORGET WHAT HONESTY AND TRUTH.

This is what I dream of love Eben though am just a voice in my own thought.

hi. how do you do. am still alive here. am here cause I miss something.

Lots of us waste our luck because we thought we still got time. we got so much to tell yet no one to share, we lived a different life than our desires and dream, we were stuck between risk and security, we were afraid of losing something that doesn’t serve us purposes anymore, we convince ourselves that we are safe but deep down we know we were just postponing something very terrible in the future, we went to find someone but afraid to be lonely and to start again, we knew we were never understood and someone is there waiting with open arms broken as we are waiting to be mend and whole again but Still we believe we better be an echoes of our own soul trap in marriage than to lose security and entitlement that soon will hurt us when we don't serve any purposes to them anymore.

we got our own life our own dream and living in our own world. like living two world at the same time. I wish I found someone to share this world with me that was invincible to my family and friend the life that was never understood even if I try to explain a million time.

are you feeling like this sometimes, text me if you know what am talking about.

am old school and new school too. am looking for same thing so does everyone I guess. and I hate short fling, flirt and toxic desires. I believe there is more to life than negative energy that eat guilt like pop corn.