Hi hows Hawkeye doing

Ok my biggest is John a albino Burmese or Golden Python, but my Reticulated pythons will all get longer(John is over 13 foot a about 70 lb) the carpet pythons are about 6 to 8 foot. The longest bull snake is about 7 foot. I keep smaller ones as well. Garters 9 species, water snakes try hogs. I have a pond full of Terrapins, all rescued. Not forgetting the tortoise's 25 of them. My snakes have been seen by seen by over 40,000 people this year. I do talks, displays, photo shoots, schools etc.
It's trying to put back more than I take out of life.
I have a full time job as a sparky, just thinking what am I doing on here! Well miss intimacy of a relationship, just a little stroke of the arm or a arm around the wast, my mates don't like it?