Thank you all, I have to go to work early , so Imm goimg to bed. Thank
you again for the examination and I will think about what all of you
have said tonight.

She said she could trust me, but that I could not trust her.

I did say that I controlled that part of me. I drive a car and ride a
motorcycle but road rage dosent comsume me everytime someone else does
something dumb, I own a gun, but my gun has killed fewer people than ted
kennedy's car, I dont start fights, I have been in a few and they hurt
even if you win the fight, and I have had counselings, Did it help, I
dont know. It did bring to my eyes that there are alot of other people
who have it badder off than I do.

The right thing,,, I have always taken responsibility for my actions,
right , wrong or indifferent. I have very little to no tolorance for
people who dont . I dont blame the world for my mistakes, I ask that the
people who I consider to be friends to do the same. I work, pay my bills
first, save a little , dont drink or do drugs. I am in truth a very
angry and violent man who controls himself in as much that I dont go
around picking fights, I dont beat up or abuse women. I place women on a
pedstal and worship them. I was not abused as a child, and even if I
were, I would not say that I was because childern need to know right
from wrong. My last relationship, the lady left me as she said that I
could not trust her. That I was like a rock and she was like sand in
that she shifted everytime that I ask her to do something. So, what am I
doing wrong? Do I expect too much?

Here I am sitting at home alone again. At the age of 47 , I cannot for
the life of me figure out how to get along with a woman where both of us
can be happy. This last relationship has cost me in more ways than just
money, but believe me, after 5 years, I have spent enough time and money
and even went to counseling, to no avail. I try to do the right thing
and everytime I come out a looser. So, here I am for yet another
weekend, alone and unable even to go out for a burger even if I wanted
to.