I sit here in the moonlight
and I wonder almost every night

Do you still think of me?
Am I part of your tapestry?

I have all of these feelings I want us to explore,
I wonder if I should bother anymore.

You are going through so much,
Oh how I miss your touch.
Your kiss I can still feel it on my lips
so gentle, so passionate,
when I remember it all the emotions and feelings come right back,
as if you are here holding my face with both of your hands again.

I can feel my knees go weak,
my heart skip a beat,
and my whole body tingle,
as my soul says.. yes, this is the one.

Oh, how I wish I could be there with you,
to hold you and help you through this.
My heart aches for you for so many reasons.

For us, for you, for your situation, your child.
I feel so inept, unable to help.
So closed off at times, yet I understand why.
It's just so hard, hard not to cry.

Will you still want me when all is said and done?
Or will I remind you of the pain of your current circumstances,
that has only just begun?

You say I am but I'm not wasting my time,
I try to move on, but then I wonder why.
I know where my heart is and it is with you.
I just don't know what the hell to do.

So, I pray. I pray for you. I pray for me.
That's all I know how to do.

I ask for wisdom, I ask for grace,
because right now I'm stuck at this place.
I'd give anything just to see your face.

For you to take your hands and once again cup them around my face.
And on my lips a kiss place.

I miss you, you dear sweet man.
And I know that God has a plan.
I can only hope that it is you and I together one day again.

GCG 9/08