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Tue 01/13/09 01:23 PM

This is very touching...hoping that I will have that kind of relationship with my own children and instill that kind of love in their hearts. Prayers for now thru Feb. 5th.
flowerforyou


Thank you Laura, i'm sure you will, btw, you have one of my sister's nameflowerforyou

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Tue 01/13/09 01:47 PM


Pkh, LaMom, thank you both, Feb 5th is approching soon, it will be two years, I was truing to wait until then to write a poem, but couldn't..

flowerforyou flowerforyou


(((( Daniel )))))

as the 5th approaches I hold you in my thoughts as do I your Mum,,,,,On this day I will be with my Children and Grandbabies all the family I have left and will Celebrate another year of my Birth with lots of laughter and some sad moments of the past,, Just know you are in my thoughts,,,,,

to you and Mum and those most precious moments,, Muahhhhhhhhhhh

:heart: flowerforyou


awww, now you are making me cry, the 5th is your birthday?.. oooh happy birthday, I wish you many more, may you and your kids have the most wonderful time together, love and happiness to all of you.. hugs..
:heart: flowerforyou

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Tue 01/13/09 01:58 PM
Very beautiful and raw! I lost My mother when I was 11. I was also w/ mine when she drew her last sweet breath. Nothing will ever come close to that brand of love! I feel you. :cry:

I never counsel that 'oft told lie, "time heals."
Each year the departed are only missed more, longer unseen. The hope is in sweet remembrance and hopeful reunion. May the circle be unbroken,
Golden cords that bind, balm and keep!
flowerforyou

Prayers of peace and healing, brother. :heart:

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Tue 01/13/09 02:05 PM

Very beautiful and raw! I lost My mother when I was 11. I was also w/ mine when she drew her last sweet breath. Nothing will ever come close to that brand of love! I feel you. :cry:

I never counsel that 'oft told lie, "time heals."
Each year the departed are only missed more, longer unseen. The hope is in sweet remembrance and hopeful reunion. May the circle be unbroken,
Golden cords that bind, balm and keep!
flowerforyou

Prayers of peace and healing, brother. :heart:


Thank you, we never get over it, just learn to live with it, I know how you feel too, peace to you, and happy memories..flowerforyou :heart:

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Tue 01/13/09 02:13 PM


Very beautiful and raw! I lost My mother when I was 11. I was also w/ mine when she drew her last sweet breath. Nothing will ever come close to that brand of love! I feel you. :cry:

I never counsel that 'oft told lie, "time heals."
Each year the departed are only missed more, longer unseen. The hope is in sweet remembrance and hopeful reunion. May the circle be unbroken,
Golden cords that bind, balm and keep!
flowerforyou

Prayers of peace and healing, brother. :heart:


Thank you, we never get over it, just learn to live with it, I know how you feel too, peace to you, and happy memories..flowerforyou :heart:


Thanx, I could use and will receive that! I'll put it to good use; hope you will also.:heart:

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Tue 01/13/09 02:23 PM



Very beautiful and raw! I lost My mother when I was 11. I was also w/ mine when she drew her last sweet breath. Nothing will ever come close to that brand of love! I feel you. :cry:

I never counsel that 'oft told lie, "time heals."
Each year the departed are only missed more, longer unseen. The hope is in sweet remembrance and hopeful reunion. May the circle be unbroken,
Golden cords that bind, balm and keep!
flowerforyou

Prayers of peace and healing, brother. :heart:


Thank you, we never get over it, just learn to live with it, I know how you feel too, peace to you, and happy memories..flowerforyou :heart:


Thanx, I could use and will receive that! I'll put it to good use; hope you will also.:heart:


I will, I am all alone now here in Tennessee, and I saw a show today that awakened some long since dormant memories, memories I must have blocked out, memories about the aftermath of hurrican Katrina, which I went through, horrible memories, I think I will post something about it in my say something to someone thread, I have told a few people of what I could remember but after the show I saw today, I must have repressed some of of I saw, because the memories came flooding back, maybe that's why I have the nightmares I do, and can't sleep... I don't know

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Tue 01/13/09 02:42 PM


I am all alone now here in Tennessee, and I saw a show today that awakened some long since dormant memories, memories I must have blocked out, memories about the aftermath of hurrican Katrina, which I went through, horrible memories, I think I will post something about it in my say something to someone thread, I have told a few people of what I could remember but after the show I saw today, I must have repressed some of of I saw, because the memories came flooding back, maybe that's why I have the nightmares I do, and can't sleep... I don't know



Well, it sounds as if that would be good enough a reason for repetitive nightmares and loss of sleep. Keep doing what you are doing, as regards not supressing.

Still, think it has to be in tandem with recreational therapy. Remember the things that make you happy and DO them! Follow that trail back to your joy, even if it is difficult to make yourself at first.

Sometimes the isolation is all part of it too. A good wilderness/cave period is often necessary to getting things in perspective towards that fresh start. Ya know: process, sort, thrash, scream, filter, dump, delete, save and and file. It takes time and solitude.

Have you ever tried melatonin and 5-HTP to sleep? Study and decide. Very natural and tonic, esp. when one is a few decades on. Promise that they will work a treat!

You can do this. GL and keep up and on!!!:wink:

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Tue 01/13/09 03:00 PM



I am all alone now here in Tennessee, and I saw a show today that awakened some long since dormant memories, memories I must have blocked out, memories about the aftermath of hurrican Katrina, which I went through, horrible memories, I think I will post something about it in my say something to someone thread, I have told a few people of what I could remember but after the show I saw today, I must have repressed some of of I saw, because the memories came flooding back, maybe that's why I have the nightmares I do, and can't sleep... I don't know



Well, it sounds as if that would be good enough a reason for repetitive nightmares and loss of sleep. Keep doing what you are doing, as regards not supressing.

Still, think it has to be in tandem with recreational therapy. Remember the things that make you happy and DO them! Follow that trail back to your joy, even if it is difficult to make yourself at first.

Sometimes the isolation is all part of it too. A good wilderness/cave period is often necessary to getting things in perspective towards that fresh start. Ya know: process, sort, thrash, scream, filter, dump, delete, save and and file. It takes time and solitude.

Have you ever tried melatonin and 5-HTP to sleep? Study and decide. Very natural and tonic, esp. when one is a few decades on. Promise that they will work a treat!

You can do this. GL and keep up and on!!!:wink:


Ha, funny, I am usually always the motovator for everyone, I met someone not to long ago, and as I laid down beside her, I couldn't sleep, of course that didn't last long, more her than me though, I told her I hadn't been asleep the whole time, I think she woke up and she asked are you kidding, I said no.. Honestly I guess I haven't been the same since Katrina, yes I have tried melatonin, it a natural product that the brain produces from your brain, still doesn't help, maybe now that I have remembered and can get it out, it will help..
Be looking for it ok..

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Tue 01/13/09 03:16 PM
Yeah, melatonin by itself might not do the trick. 100 mg of 5-HTP w/ 3g Melatonin an hour before you fancy sleep will do a treat towards good slumber. I could give you the whole 5-HTP spiel, but just google it.

5-HTP IS the best thing for balancing brain chemistry, natural or otherwise, esp. in the face of PTSD issus. It is the middle guy between tryptophan and serotonin. Hard to eat enough tryptophan, much less convert it to 5-HTP to Serotonin. Research it, you will be glad you found it. waving

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