My instinctive hand smacks my forehead
four or five times a day

I let it because what choice do i have

I am physically ailed with a;

I should have known the unknown

somehow
better

Dammit to be Me

I feel a hater out there
has a bald white doll
with my name on it

It looks like Pinhead
from Hellraiser

only the body is covered in larger nails
and not as many


or as many as should have been



I heard from an Inlaw

An Inlaw
sounds as personal
as saying, Hi Stepdad!


They reminded me;

I once chewed off a scab to see what it tasted like


it didnt taste


fascinated by this

I felt flavorless