Love , Anguish , Destiny......


Damn it , I cant see through the tears
Why have a tried so hard , for all these years ,
sequestered feelings of happiness ,safer held in loves caress
why cannot , I set aside this thought , end the war in which I've
fought ,
living loveless for its wrought , nothing learned ,,, it was never
taught ,
never seeing dreams I've sought , I wish I knew why ... I cannot.

Wish I could stop the pain inside , folding me from within , tighter
crumpled , stifling,,,,,,,

long lost was my grin .

Blackened heart , never really had a start , have to be together ,,,
before we part .

Now what should be sacred , has turned acrid , acidic burns ever deep ,
haunts me in my sleep .
I know I'll never keep , and anguish shall always reap ,

One day the sun will set , and my sun wont rise again , ending what was
bitter sweet , but

lost forever more ,

never was it,,

never had ,

wasn't mine to have .

never to feel the passion , have not smelled the bliss , and worst of
all , the endless agony....




to never feel your KISS....

((( Purple )))))

If there is anything I can do ((((purple))))



michael

Awwwww((((((((Purplecat)))))))))


We are here girl if you need us just a click away. I feel your pain and
do understand. Life is hard enough as it is and to not have that love we
all crave is very hard to deal with at times. But sometimes we must look
beyond that and see the things we do have that is so worthwhile. The
love of our kids is way beyond anything in this world it is not the same
I know but it is yet a love we can get lost in.

nice..

that was beautiful......and poignant...





and all i can say is... it's a process


you have abundance , let yourself be silently drawn by the stronger
pull of what you REALLY love

I love how you express yourself!