a small spot of light creeps in,
reminding me of how dark it has been,
the shadow i cast is quickly fading, dimmming once again,
leaving me with the sensation, that im alone, that i am nothing,

sweet solitude, embrace me with somthing more,
captivte and swing me, encouage me to walk out this door,
im held back in this dark by something thats only good for
making me feel like there really is nothing more,

breathing in, acid pours, out of every darkened spot on the wall,
i know i will only hold you back,
breathing in, i am subdued, i am running my hands across the walls, i only know that i need you back

here eyes were like diamonds,
spinning under the sun and above the oceans, her voice captivating and embrasive, always leaving me stunned,
im afraid ive been in this dark for so long, i cannot even remember the feeling of her loving touch,

breathing in, acid pours, out of every pocket, smelting it all away,
clearing it all away,
breathing in, i sense that i am no longer alone, that the door is no longer closed,

a small spot of light creeps in,
reminding me of just who i had been
this light, i capure and reflect it,
to guide myself to a place thats within,
i finallly understand just what had happened,
i left my self vulnerable and incoherent,
i never appreciated the love i was given,
the love i had shared, and now i am soul-less
but taking new steps, into what i now know, is my reasurrection.
(spell check edit^^)

this is called reflection--
tucked down in the corner,
as i look up to what ive cocieved,
a portrait of what ive done,
a shadow of what i used to be
its suffocating me.
locked away in this prison as i stumble unto what ive revealed, a portrait of what i am, a feeling that is so unreal,
its ****ign killing me
with clouded judgment,
i throw away what has been given to me,
and witha cold gesture, i leave, crushing what i need,
with yellow eyes and stript throat i scream,
i lay tucked in my safe little corner, behind all ive created,
behind thught, and question, behind what i could hold.
im suffocating

rise-- smoke spreading like a plaque, tinting skies, a single wave, washing over liek a damn giving way, sheltering more then necessary, trapping in the rays, temperatures rising just to bring it far below slowing systems, haulting natural flows, polution on this earth continueously only grows, few moments are left to save our world, smoke spreading like a plaque, tinting skies, black hurricanes, wals of metalic tidal waves, this tame controlled feelign has gon away,

this tragedy--
tragedies claim your time has come, you've realized this is the end, but your not done, you want more you want to live, but time has come its to lte to change what you did,, now time has revealed, all the pain, you;ve kept sealed, after all this time, the pain, has finally preached the bottle,to its excape,
tragedies claim your days are gone, its finally the end but your not done you want life you want to live through this, but its too late to change how you lived, now time has revealed all of the pain youve keptsealed.
everyones the same its gettign old, now you wish for change with no luck at all, you want less now you wish for death, its time you realized as you go the pain will only come back, again now you feel my pain.

Bob Dylan meets Bob Marley style you have there. Nice mix.

Hey, Abracadabra records and posts his song links in here. Ever think about tryin that? I'd be most interested to hear you too.

wow Joseph... I like it..alot!

You have a nice flow...I'm diggin' it...

"a small spot of light creeps in,
reminding me of just who i had been
this light, i capure and reflect it,
to guide myself to a place thats within,
i finallly understand just what had happened,
i left my self vulnerable and incoherent,
i never appreciated the love i was given,
the love i had shared, and now i am soul-less
but taking new steps, into what i now know, is my reasurrection."




Awesome J!

http://www.myspace.com/inliesourfrustration if you want to hear some of my music, thank alot for the coments =>>

its a bit different cause the music is older

ohhh boulderdash, I can't get flash player to work on my computer. Hmmmm, I'll figure somethin out (wanders out of the thread, thinking, "Ohhhhhh MmmmmmmArc, hon---ey I need help", pauses for a response, "Nope, not mental help this time --- computer help!")...............

go to flashplayer website and download the latest version perhaps? if you can watch youtube videous i can make amusic video, i have an 3danimation/,edling/gameengine programm that ive been working with so i could make a video by request ^^

ooo, yes, please, I can watch youtube

okay okay ill work on it asap! right now im reading a novel, called 1986 =p by george orwell, well ill have it up tomorrow ill post it =]

itll take a while to pocess imsure by the time you read this itll be processed, the video isnt r and the son i very old haha oh well =] its an old vdeo actualy, imade it for my ex whn itwas her birthday >.< but againoh well

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9P4FC6UwN4c

How ya liken "1986"? Me, I enjoyed his "Animal Farm" so much more!

its pretty good im reading it or a friend so wecan have some god conversations haha, but i shall read that book too- the video isprocessed now, ya can watch it lol,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9P4FC6UwN4c
lyrics-
i feel so bad,
your time was trough in this,
i need you soo bad, i didnt se,i swallow all the lies,i couldnt believe, for you i let go, i let go of me, who couldnt wish to fly in this word. finding my self at the edge, drownding in your love, mystery, a point through this gain, i died within wthout screaming with out debating, and humble me, will save us. as it was, i will be at the edge drownding in our love,finding myself at the ede drownding in your love. celebrate this day.

You sooo read my mind. Whoot. I was wanting the lyrics while I was watching. Yeyyyyy, be back in a bit!

Bare with me here please, 'cause I haven't been exposed to this genre of music all that much. I have literally almost drowned a couple of times and weirdly enough, the music depicts the sensation of drowning very well. You did a pretty cool job with the graphics on this too and I really like the caged dude trying to rebuild his wings.

I'm really looking forward to seeing more of your stuff.