Topic: You don't want me.
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Wed 12/29/10 11:38 AM
Why did you say you Loved me,

when you really only played me your fool.

Why did you say you wanted me to stay,

then just tell me to go away, SO COOL.

Why am I the only one of us now,

sitting back and still wondering, 'WoW'.

Why even act that part, if its center had no-real heart.

Why do my eyes still tear-up, when I think of our break-up.

Why is it I'm trying to still be YOUR friend.

Why do you act like I am no-more at all, like I'm a dead-end.

Why would any man try and be so real and caring about you now.

My why rests in who I was and am, A man who really loves, like 'WoW'.

Yet you strive still to make me to be a bad guy, with lying accusations.

I am the one here who still has YOU in my mind, trying conversations.

So we didn't work,,ok,life goes on, but your so cold.

Not-even a call on the phone, just YOU being angered and bold.

When YOU-KNOW,,YOU-KNOW,,,,,I'm here because THIS IS WHERE YOU WANTED ME.

Friendships don't have to part in pain, there is no-one here to gain.

We're BOTH at many FAULTS, and the FACTS are NOT MEANT AS INSULTS.

But to face them and know them as whats real, NOT JUST IMAGINATIONS...

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Wed 12/29/10 12:46 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uelHwf8o7_U&feature=related

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Wed 12/29/10 12:47 PM
(((Terry))) flowerforyou

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Wed 12/29/10 01:18 PM

(((Terry))) flowerforyou
Sometimes, rarely,,and I mean THat so deeply...Sometimes the pain is NOT rolling behind me,,and its rolling over me.
And I just write and think to fking much,,I guess..
Give me a lifetime and I'll give you a new me...wink,Thanks me lady..
:heart: flowerforyou drinker

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Wed 12/29/10 07:01 PM
flowerforyou

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Sun 01/16/11 06:41 PM
I can feel your pain in this one.... so moving. Love it!!

Joanie

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Sun 01/16/11 06:53 PM

I can feel your pain in this one.... so moving. Love it!!

Joanie
Its funny,,,how us humans can funnel what we're feeling inside that hurts so very much,,,out,,,and into some else's heart,,who also has the same pains...

Love and living, all that we do,,should fall together naturally in everything we feel and think,,and if not,,,the investment in time,,is very gruesome to the spirit because,,,,,WHY?

I don't userally write about pain and hurtful thoughts,,,these were some bad times I lived and I have moved on,,,but HERE on Mingle I have NEVER hidden my soul or my heart from everyone who reads,,,I AM,,an OPEN BOOK,,,to see and read....wink,lol

Thanks for your nice words and your Heart to share...:heart:

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Sun 01/16/11 07:21 PM
OMG....my heart just melted reading this ....now i know someone understands just how i feel....lovely words ...so nicely said ...and yes from a true candid heart...

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Sun 01/16/11 07:37 PM

OMG....my heart just melted reading this ....now i know someone understands just how i feel....lovely words ...so nicely said ...and yes from a true candid heart...
Thank you and its not good that YOU can relate,,but I know what your saying,,,because,,,,,,,YOU have had this also,wink..
SEE,,,,with me,,,and THIS being so bad,,is because SHE KNEW ME
THROUGH ALL THAT I HAD ALREADY LIVED THROUGH,,,,and then to do THAT
is just freakin insane,,,to do to someone you would even call a friend,,let along,,,DATE....
I feel for your pain and your heart to find its Peace...
I am and will be stuck in finding my own PEACE,,,for the rest of my life,,as to this issue of ME THINKING I CAN READ AND KNOW PEOPLE..
Because,,THATS why this happened to me,,I ALLOWED IT TO,,,based on
what I felt they were sincere about in telling me....
so,,,really,,,,and truly,,,SHAME ON ME,,,,wink,

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Mon 01/17/11 04:28 AM
The innocence of the human heart that allows to give and recieve love so freely is such a rare quality in today's world, that when experienced so many choose to flee..for fear of the unknown..perhaps flight or fight response...who knows ...but one thing for sure is ....and myself included..is that i do not want to lose is the purity and i also seek that innocence but to no avail...afterall love is a choice and i do choose to love...i know i will eventually knock on the right door....or at least die trying....

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Mon 01/17/11 06:06 AM
I tend to think us poetry writers are very analytical creatures..
Good writedrinker

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Mon 01/17/11 10:42 AM

Why did you say you Loved me,

when you really only played me your fool.

Why did you say you wanted me to stay,

then just tell me to go away, SO COOL.

Why am I the only one of us now,

sitting back and still wondering, 'WoW'.

Why even act that part, if its center had no-real heart.

Why do my eyes still tear-up, when I think of our break-up.

Why is it I'm trying to still be YOUR friend.

Why do you act like I am no-more at all, like I'm a dead-end.

Why would any man try and be so real and caring about you now.

My why rests in who I was and am, A man who really loves, like 'WoW'.

Yet you strive still to make me to be a bad guy, with lying accusations.

I am the one here who still has YOU in my mind, trying conversations.

So we didn't work,,ok,life goes on, but your so cold.

Not-even a call on the phone, just YOU being angered and bold.

When YOU-KNOW,,YOU-KNOW,,,,,I'm here because THIS IS WHERE YOU WANTED ME.

Friendships don't have to part in pain, there is no-one here to gain.

We're BOTH at many FAULTS, and the FACTS are NOT MEANT AS INSULTS.

But to face them and know them as whats real, NOT JUST IMAGINATIONS...

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Mon 01/17/11 10:56 AM
I am new here....


Why are you being meek ???
You should be moving forward like this with determination :-



"I watched them all go meekly, one by one
Counting them all precisely, missing none

I counted the last with my frozen mind
A sudden rustle, the sound of footsteps behind
it was your turn; I saw you, as I turned around

those eyes, I couldn’t look as I had to hold my tears
years of closeness I saw vaporize, thick in layers
all I did was love, and love you deep in all known colours
sorrows were shared, laughed and all faced it, as pairs

my eyes fluttered around, sure I left nothing behind
I took a full minute to look at you with out a sound
I saw no love, hidden or else in those eyes so profound
with sudden vigour, like never before; I took my step ahead"