There are some for whom death is their only judgment. But what is death really if not freedom from life. Then let me rephrase: There are some for whom life is their judgment. I did all the right things in this life, didn’t I? Although I know I made mistakes. What are mistakes really? If not right decision that lead to the right thing, what should have been in this predestined world? I should have done that or else I wouldn’t be here, I made that choice, or did I?
Love, Live, Life, Laughing. Ah? How can someone even say those words? Words of an optimist; you know those people who think that all is well and smile. **** happens! They see it, they just pretend not to, because everything is just great? I know otherwise, I know inside they are dying from all the lies. Not saying that frowning will make a difference but com’on! Come to think of it, if you think things will go in your favour, will it?
Love! What the **** is that! That is just a fragment of our imagination made to enslave man in a world of fairytale! Cinderella and the Prince. Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs. The Princess and the Frog. A frog! Ah mean, make it more realistic. For instance, the cleaning lady and my husband, the blond with a heap of men, that girl should just be with a frog, because no one else wants her(some funny ****, right?)! Let me take an insight on this tragedy called love? Yuck.
Love is the closest thing we have to magic (roll eyes). It is that bubbly feeling I get when I am with you (oh com’on, hormones!), I am on cloud 9 or should I say cloud 99? I could spend eternity like this with you (tell a niggah that and he runs like a mother****er). Kidding the real thing below or is it? tehehe
Fireworks, candle lit dinners, making love all night long. Loving you is what I do best. Giving my all to you and you only (That is just so sad)! Sharing my mind, body and soul with you. Letting go of the past and embracing the future with you, growing together in sweet harmony (such stereotyping). Love that is portrayed by music artiste and romance novels, are the real thing? The die-hard and breath taking kind of love?
No really what really is when you “love a person?” When you are loving a person what was stated above. Is it only sharing, caring and trusting or is it a whole lot more? Is it communicating, honesty, accepting your partner’s faults. Isn’t it being there for each other no matter what? Isn’t it holding on even with your last breath when things get hard? Isn’t it being willing to give up the world for that person? Isn’t it you and me? Have you ever had that feeling? Just imagined if it was being returned? Wow isn’t love a great thing? To have someone there for you always, that’s just crazy right? Just so unbelievable! But it does exist somewhere, only a few really find it. When you find it, real love, never let it go.
So what happens when this feeling is one sided (you just got ****ed). In many cases love is one sided and this is what usually happens, Heartbreak (full ****ing stop). Then we come to know why many are afraid to love. We become cowards and let our fear of loving a person keeps us in a box. A box that shields our hearts from hurt, not knowing that in “shielding our hearts”; we are actually hurting our self and the persons around us. We put up a wall against what we think are all the bad things, in the same breath those bad things are actually the good things (blah blah blah). So you fell in love with a Dick/Dickess (smfh) , s/he’s broke your heart, and the cycle continues.
What you gotta know with love is that it comes with hurt. Your partner is going to hurt you! If someone promise you not to dump her/his ***! Kidding or am i? In today’s world with today’s youth (generation of vipers) love is just a word to get into your pants. Simply put really love (cliché love) is hard to find. Most do not know that love is not only a noun, it’s a Verb!
All you optimist out there don’t give up you’ll find your true love (puke).
However if you are in love with a person who that isn’t on the same level has you and probably won’t be. To solve the issue, just walk away, if that person let you walk, s/he is not ready to love you, if s/he fights, then s/he’s ready, you just have to help him/her. Do know that, that person is going to make mistakes (things that are intended by god). You just have to compromise, if s/he is what you really want and you have faith in it, as sad as it is for me to say, it will all work out. If it should be it will, however if it isn’t you just get ****ed again (i’m just saying)

Then you have the case where you let the one you love get away. The point you realize that you really love her/him, the person is already in a relationship (oops). Now your heartbroken again (boohoo), the moral of the story; with love also comes heartbreak. You have to be willing to get heartbroken if you wanna find the right one. Because im sure you are going to find some wrong ones first! Sad but true.
Otherwise you are going to become a prisoner to that person who broke your heart. You are going to become an angry soul. Angry at the world! When you should just be angry at yourself, for not letting go, for not forgetting! With that anger you place yourself in your little cubicle, no one can enter. When that person comes along whom can really love you send them away because of fear of loving them back and getting your heart broken. Then your anger becomes you and you end up a lonely old wo/man. Yadda yadda yaahh, blah blah blah. Then you die and end up having to give all your belongings to a cat! Lol. So the final tidbit .. ill spell it out for you
L.O.V.E S.T.I.N.K.S. But u gotta LOVE it!
Or just dress it up and **** it!
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That's a lot of words at 4am.

to many for me at any time

To many words for me at anytime.

copy cat

My bad

Yes, lots of words for 4 AM. I can't quite read them all here even at 10 AM. However, compared to most of our 4 AM writings, they are exceptionally well spelled, capitalized, and punctuated. Even compared to many peoples' writings at 3 PM, when they're fully awake, the same applies.

There are just a lot of questions in there that would take a lot of spare time to answer. If you sift through them though, there are some good ones some should ask themselves and there is some decent advice for them.

Thnx mh.. sorry abt the much words ..lol..... gonna better paragraph it for bettrr reading..thnx for the constructive criticism.. =].. Thnx Intelligent Designer..:)

oh and i hope you all got the concept and why it was titled Optimistic Pessimist

to much to read anytime.I never read that much on here.