There are times in this life were it may seem everything falls apart and all Hell breaks loose. At that moment our demons are unleashed and they try to drag us to Hell and at the same time we try to rise above the chaos and keep our heads above the fiery Hell beneath us. At this point we think it’ll be easier to lie down and die or give up hope. No, no not I, I’ll stay around and let hope fly. Even though I have seen its darkest form of deceit, when we have faith and hope in ourselves, nothing else could taste this warm or feel this sweet, because at some point the pleasure turns to the pain of the lessons learned from the mistakes with the question burned into my brain about whether faith and hope is humane. These thoughts in my head are like the salmon trying to swim upstream, trying to fight the current of hurt and the tears of deceit begin to roll down my cheeks. The tears kill more than they create. We face the intertwined emotions that flow like the bloody rivers of ancient Babylon. Separation is not as simple as the distance between us. I have freed my mind from the demons that possessed it before. I used to be enslaved to the lies I have been told, the seeds of these lies grew so deeply it cracked my foundation. Allowing the faith in me to flow out like the liquor pouring out from an uncorked barrel. Ripping the image of my future apart so violently and brutally as if a child was being taken from his mother’s arms. And I’m only left surrounded in the darkness, but I won’t let myself be swallowed by it. I can feel the loneliness in the night air. It is sometimes so cold and uncomfortable, yet if I could do it all over again I would do it in the same body I am in and I wouldn’t change a thing because in this life it’s not so easy to survive. So we should not live in fear but have fun, make mistakes and follow our dreams and never look back with regrets. And remember when you dream about bad things happening it shows you’re still fighting and it shows you’re still alive it’s when you start to dream of good things that you should start to worry.