You are my silent virtues first love
Taking me where I’d never go alone
How can you think I’m okay now?
On my own with no one to hold

Bumping into walls, I’m fenced in
This pen makes me want to fight!
To curse the day that you took me
Through this maze, I must survive!

Sleep walking I’m going nowhere
In circles looking for matching prints
Your fingers or foot can show me
Please… just give me one hint!

Will you ever come back for me?
There was so much we left unsaid
Shared feelings we can’t deny them
Running on empty, yet full stem ahead!

I’ve never felt lost and found before
Confused but pretending to be sane
And if you have stopped wanting me
Then cut the ties and stop all this pain!

Wow such emotional sorrow.

Yes, hurt hurts like this.. thank you tazzops...

You are welcomed dear lady.

Go get professional help. Or a Prozac script

wow i just joined and this is the first thing i seen, your not alone we just need to pull our pants back up and move on, it sux, especially when they act like its no big deal and we start to realize it was all a big lie. Thats what builds character. betrayel sux ive been stabbed in the back so many times i surprised i can still hold water, dont let them beat you, they want you to hate, because deep down they hate, they want you to be lost, because deep down they are lost, they want you to be numb, because they are numb.
in the end that sounds like a shitty existance, kill em with kindness, i cant play games either, but i sure as hell am going to love again the next fire i build is going to be even higher then this one ever was, walls are for *******, dont armer up so as not to feel the warmth of loves flame, or see the beauty of its light, or smell the sweet aroma of its burning passion. LET THEM LIVE IN THAT GREY AREA WITHOUT PASSION, yea they may be living it up now but not really because they dont really love, dont really feel, grey.....GET RED HOT GLOW THEY DIDNT DESERVE YOU ANYWAY 7 months and countless acts of treachery,deciet, basckbiting and im just now starting to get going again,take it easy,heal right,love again.

Larry

You have stunned me into a loss for words with your sincere reply, Larry. And the best part is “the next fire I build is going to be even higher then this one ever was.” I’m going to do this too… thank you for sharing your passionate reaction with me.. may peace make us all free..

Thank you for your thoughtful advice italianman.. Let me know how prozac has worked from your experience...

You have touched my heart with these words ... We have all experienced hurt and sorrow throughout our lives ... This is unfortunately unavoidable ... We can not control what others may do ... we can only control our own perceptions, reactions and actions by staying strong, being resilient and remaining true to who we are as individuals ... We create our suffering by our inability to stop resisting what our lives throw our way ... We begin to eliminate suffering with accepting and understanding that even though we will never avoid pain, either emotional or physical, we must seek deeper understanding of ourselves and our reactions to our situations ... We will destroy our suffering when we ourselves change our attitudes towards lifes challenges ...

The Dali Lama said ... "Pain is inevitable ... suffering is optional"

Peace to you

Thank you, Always, for expressing your honest opinion, and allowing my words to affect you. You have much wisdom in your words, and I appreciate you sharing them too.