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Edited by
no1phD
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Sun 08/17/14 06:41 PM
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Ohhh yes. I like your visual interpretation of
mingle city..  
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sooo.. journey... . how does living out west look to you .. by that I mean.. how do you envision it all going for you hmm? Well no1..That is a really good question actually. Right now it looks wonderful I love the feel the area gave me. As for everything else, well I am not really sure. I feel my Path and my Journey is there. It seemed all too clear to me as I drove west. I am ready for a change in my life and why not follow my childhood dreams? I hate it where I live right now and maybe that is because I know where my heart wishes to be. Sure, it will be a challenge and some work will be involved Nothing good has ever come easily you know. If I wake to see some mountains as I sip my cappuccino then life will be good. If nothing else, I can check this off of my firsts list. |
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just remember... changing the scenery.. is easier than changing yourself.. but at the end of the day it's the scenery within yourself that counts the most.... you feeling me my friend....ohhh.. how I wish you were feeling me..mmmmmm..yesssss
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Ohhhhh...mmmmmmm
ohhhhh..yesss ohh yes ohhh yesss I'm definitely feeling you..mmmm yeeeessss..  
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Oh the scenery change, feels more like a feeling deep inside of me that begs for that.
I am not changing who I am because I really Love ME. Hope the west is ready for ME   Yes I am feeling you...feeling you now there's a thought too my friend 
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Well.. break time is over..
.. time to get back to my offline world..ttyl.. 
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Good luck with that
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Edited by
no1phD
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Wed 08/20/14 07:20 PM
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Hello You
How are you tonight? Feeling like running away are you? No worries, you are not alone. I feel like that all the time. New adventures await and I can hardly wait to get at them sometimes. 
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not literally running away..
just sometimes I get frustrated with myself.. like I feel like the me that I am.. somehow isn't enough... like I need to be doing more.. achieve more.. I feel like I'm not meeting up to my own expectations. . 
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Yes that is some of how I feel too.
Running from myself to find myself. Putting unattainable goals on yourself really isn't fair. Pushing yourself farther than you can actually go in reality isn't fair. Be YOU, do what you can do and appreciate that you have done that much. Look at everything as a whole my friend. Add all the little things up and put them in a pile. I bet even you didn't know how many great things you have already done. 
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. apart from having to strong resilient funny triffic good boys. I have kept a roof over their heads .. put food on the table.. make sure the bills are paid.. that's some of the good..
. now the bad.. I've messed up one marriage.. potentially messed up two boys. because of it.. I am having to rebuild.. everything I once had all over again.. I'm trying to compete in the world.. against younger faster. more technically savvy... youngsters.. . in business.. now trying to find. someone to spend time with... what little time I have.. someone to replace.. well honestly, all of you..lol.. ... 
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It seems to me you are forgetting quite a few things on the good list here my friend.
Maybe you need to look at the littlest of things. Those are the important things and more important than actual things. It takes two in a marriage to make it work so does it to make it fail. The boys will be just fine, trust me. Quit trying to compete and just be YOU. You will stand out in the crowd because honestly some younger men are novelties and they will wear off. When they do you will still be there above them all. Technology cannot keep you warm, hold you when you are sad, walk beside you when you don't want to be alone, wipe a tear from your cheek and whisper it will be alright. I think you get my idea here. Just so you know I am irreplaceable as I am a one of a kind sort of woman  
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Ok.. we have to continue this later.
time for me to go wrestle with the boys on my bed..lol..  .lol.ttyl
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Ohh.. and thank you for listening my friend..
xoxo |
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You are most welcome my friend
OH Look another little thing to add to the list of good!! Wrestling with the boys 
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John Newman - Out Of My Head: http://youtu.be/6vNsAHxJXwE
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.well.!!! it's time for me to say goodnight..so goodnight everybody
it's been a blast lol..... ..
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