this evening eventually i got very tense
i felt like a bomb to explode
but i am okay now.

i am sooooooo tired that i cannot move from where i sat - that plastic chair again
if i move it will hurt :'(

as if there is nowhere else to sit gfdgashja lol

ex liked my hair, he said it looks very good
i was impressed how clean and tidy his apartment was
at the end of the day he is a man living alone
i was not expecting that

he said the business at theirs is dead
we are over-booked every night
he cant believe how we are doing that well

i asked him what their total endorsement for 1 day is
we make that amount just from 2 tables a day

i have to put some more soil to some tomatoes - if i can move
also have to water the garden

sorted that other thing
actually there was nothing to sort out but i had to talk
he promised to move on and not think about past.
past is past and finished.

he is a nice person really
i hope he will be happy.

today when i went to the job, boss and me:
tribu your mum called you when u were at the dentist.
my mum called me?
who else's mum would call you? of course your mum !

fdhsjkl lol

if someones is online at whatsapp all the time, i lose respect to that person
to me it looks like so anti-social, also addicted = low self control
if a male - hunting lol

i took the bamboo sticks out
and put proper strong ones in to support my tomatoes and cucumbers
i am putting fertilizer as well
does it make my veggies non-organic?

today i heard boss' brother talking about me
he said "she is so hard working. after all day work she is working in the garden, unbelievable"
haha
i felt happy hearing that :)

watered my garden
bath & sleep..

it was a day out of hell
at the last moment i was about to smash the mobile to the wall !!
they said go home, you had enough.

so many things happened
all first seemed like we made sth wrong and all turned out that the customer was wrong
everytime i nearly had a hearth attack!
eventually a few tears came from my eyes
it happens when i am overdose with frustration

last night the boss didnt see a reservation at the list
i dont know how he couldnt see it
he said, tribu you have forgoten a res.
i even didnt think of having a look at the list, because there was just the 5 of them on that day and he said its not there
so it was no there
i started checking my lists to see how i missed it
for me that is not acceptable!

then i thought it should be there
and looked
and it was there !!
i showed him
he said ohh i didnt see it
so it started like that last night

yesterday the big group didnt turn up
today all of a sudden them appeared me in front of my desk
they played a trick
probably booked at 2 places and they decided to make us for tonight - holiday mod, selfish..
but for a moment i again had my heart squeezed.
anyway we had them sorted out luckily we had place

then i thought okay this is sorted out so i shal get back to my reservations
and i saw this mail!
i havent picked us ups from bar "r"
we are totally disappointed!

again i had a chill ran down my beck
i looked at the restaurant
okay the r bar party is there
so who is this
did we collect someone wrong?
how can it happen?
after 10 minutes i decide to ask for a number to call easier

i said u are asking for the party of b
but party of s is already collected from the bar
and they are seated
better we call us to see what is going on, pls provide us with a number