trying to break free from something i cannot see
it seems to have taken over, and im no longer free
it holds me back, makes me just wanna give it all up
i used to see everything half full, but now i cant even find the cup
its tearing me apart. dont really sleep much anymore
always scared to find whats waiting behind the next door
i dont know what happened to make me feel this way
but i guess there is always hope, because today is a new day
i asked god for forgiveness, but nothing seemed to change
then there came the answer, my life i needed to arrange
seems i lost myself, and the innocence i once knew
but thats all apart of life, not sure what im supposed to do
i guess ill take a walk, maybe try and clear my head
for the future is uncertain, and you never know whats ahead
so tomorrow is about chances, and its time i take a few
its time to move forward and try something new

Amen moving forward and trying something new will help you heal a lot sooner....great one!!!

Very well said. Change is the constant in life. If we are not changing or evolving to better ourselves, then we are becoming stagnant.

Thank you for sharing!

Noel, that was very good. I could feel your pain while reading that. I've been there done that in questioning what to do? How am I going to do it? And so many other questions that seemed hard to answer. But prayer does get answered and God is always there. I never give up in believing and it takes time to see a prayer answered. I hope the best for you and hope the answers come easy.