| Topic: painful rejection of gay or Mtf | |
|---|---|
|
I don't know about others but it's painful for me after age of 13 when I have come to know about my body.l born as baby boy but my body growth as baby girl signs comes at the age of 13 .
In school and in social places all tease me very differently, specially when painful then my family treated me in different way I means all hate me and so many other things happen in my childhood like one of my uncle and cousin brother rape me when I was 15 years of age and continuously use me upto one and a half year . I thought this is bad very bad because there is no fault if I born as that this doesn't means I m not human why society think that we are just sex toy .If we agree with their wishes than fine otherwise even society or our families kill us . These thoughts fall me down in deep frustrations upto my 20 years of age.Now after that this all I accept and brave enough thanks to God and my mom who understand and trained me how to become strong against all this hell. And I prey for all of them who born as me may God bless them mom as my mom. lot of other bad things are there but this will become long text so I sum up my thoughts and thanks to mingle who they give me this plateform to reduce my frustrations. Warm regards to mingle team. NAMASTE |
|
|
|
|