dont think too much... if you just let it flow u'll understand

I'm not much for letting go. I try to hold on.
To past, so that I can learn-- but it's just that: I havent learned.
Because to learn is to grow, and I still feel so stuck.
In this place I've grown in solitude, or just not grown at all.
I befriend my enemies, and I push love aside
Until I realize my enemies, I blame the organ inside.
That organ which continues to pump and bleed and pump
That non-stop organ which makes me feel and live and believe
This organ which I feel, but never have seen
I've convinced myself it exists and carries me.
I'm not much for letting go. I try to hold on.
I've been tempted to forgive, but I still manage to hold on.
I try to control my temper, the way I control my body
I control my mind the way I control my body
But every now and then my soul is leased to my mind
And I can not be held responsible for what happens in mine.
A grudge is not truthful, because lies breed forth anger.
But my grudge is not a lie... I wait and I see all danger.
I see what happens, before it occurs
I play each scene, before it occurs.
I'm smarter than I appear. And appearnances can deceive.
I've seen a lot in my time... even before they occur.
Thats why I cant let go. I hold on.
To the truth only I know

monique,you cannot live the future,(spell ck isn't working damnit) you
can only do the best you can and the hell with everyone that thinks u
did wrong!!!!!!!!!!!

Very nice Monique, hummm guess for some they wish
they could see into the future but then a burden
to some. Just hold on.

Monique, where have ya been lately?? miss-ya on here..
And your words tell me to kick ya butt and make ya go on,
and live for your every TOMORROW, and let yesterday, passaway.!!
Good poem, and reason will always stay!!

Hey iam! I've been real busy lately... trying to get stuff done. Its my
last year of school so I'm grindin.. and so glad the Holiday's over!

Take care!

Let go of the past but learn it's lessons well,so as not to repeat
them,nor take out your pains on those that did not cause the first harms
to you...

Remember lost loves and hold their memories in your heart forever,but
let them rest in peace too...

Start each love fresh and new,grow to love them slowly...
and True...M.

so so true, M... You live and you learn