Update to 2018. Thanks to all the men from USA, but I am really looking for a Canadian man and USA are not in my planes, and is not a problem of distance. I wanted to sell my "casale" in Italy, where I live; it has a high value and in Italy no one has enough money. It would be very nice if someone fall in love with me and my stone house. To live here together, it would be a dream ... ______________ About me: Hi, before to start a conversation between us, I would want you read this, so you can understand how I feel myself. This is my story, very sad but me: I was born in Rome, in Italy, I lived there until 2009, now I live in a little country in Umbria, an Italian region, in a wonderful old stone house. My Canadian husband was here with me, we met again after 35 years, we were together in 1976 in Rome, when we were two children. His father worked at the Canadian Embassy in Rome. Then Facebook, never forgotten ourselves, he came here, we married in 2011 and spent three wonderful years together, but without job and money, only with the little loans of my mother. Impossible to live so. Then he decided to go back to Canada for a job and some money, to permit me to get him as soon as sold the house here, without success, it has a very high value and in Italy there is no money ... After 15 days in Canada, he passed away, suicide ... But I would want to live again, I can't spent all my time inside home, without friends, relatives, alone, completely alone, with my dogs and cats. I'm going crazy ... But I was not so. I want to be again what I was before ... A creative, a decorator of furniture and furnishings, a person who has renovated the house by a ruin of stones, until you can see my house now, a person who likes renovating, I was the director of the construction manager and the security officer renovating, I drew every inch the renovation of my house, I liked to do decoupage, decorating, crochet, cross stitching, mosaic, cooking, eating and drinking, and my first activity, to create glass jewelry with a small pieces of recycled glass, fused in the microwave oven. I also like to use drills, hammers, saws, to work with wood, iron and glass, bricks, cement and other things for ... men. I want to be what I was before the death of my husband. I'm sorry for this sad story, but it's my life now. In this period I'm not an alive and brilliant person, I'm died inside now, but I think you can understand me for all ... I want to live, love and be loved again. I'm looking for someone who could help me for this. Thank you in advance for all and excuse me for my sad story. Unfortunately is my truth.