Update, I am now twice widowed as of August 2, 2010 after only being married 10 months, lost her to cancer. I guess that's what happens when you open your hear again, lol. So now 9/9/2011 I am trying to update this profile & pics. I became a Widower 11/2006 after 33 years of faithful love & devotion. I am honest, sincere, trustworthy, loyal, cuddly and yes lonely. I am not desperate but I would like the companionship of a pretty woman. Age is just a number, so if you think I am too young or too old, then please skip me. Life is too short for people who wanna play head games so if this is your turn on, p me by! I have lost over 80 pounds since December 2006 and will continue until I reach and maintain my personal goal. I am doing this for me and no one else. If you think I am too fat, geet outa town! Try your luck on another road, not mine! I need someone who is patient & understanding when it comes to sex, cause I turned myself off sexually to care for my late wife 24/7 so I turn on easily inside but I am afraid of disappointing a companion or maybe she will rekindle my fires! I just don't know & my Doc won't let me have the little blue pill due to my nitrates! Well are you still reading? Wow maybe I do have a chance in this here world. Are you pretty cause don't worry I may think you are beautiful if your beautiful heart shows through radiating our pions for life. You still interested, then check me out, try me out, run my equipment & conduct a diagnostic check up! May god bless your endeavors! Thank you very kindly.