Hi! Well, I have been to Jamaica 6 times & want to move there if I an find the right King. I have been Rasta since I was 13 in the US & when I heard Reggae it later validated my belief that US was heart of Babylon & fed my soul! I have a close relationship with Jah & want the man I love to have a deep spiritual life. I realized that not everyone with dreads in Jamaica is a real Rasta Man when I fell in love with a man who turned out to be using me. I kept putting my doubts aside until the last time I saw him. I asked Jah to show me his heart, and man did He! He ran up my bar bill, stole all my money and pain meds, which he sold up & down the beach (haven't needed them since). CBD strains & ganja root tea helps. He attacked me in the hotel office & also stole some gold Jewelry that was given to me by my sons over the years. Cuz he spent all my money & I couldn't pay I had to spend the night in the guardhouse watching cops count bullets & load their guns all night.They were actually cool but they let me know the person I was involved with was a rude boy & not a Rasta. I learned my lesson now & this time won't fall for that BS! I have been a Revolutionary all my life, fighting for civil, social & economic rights for all oppressed peoples! I attended a Black Panther High School in San Francisco, Calle, was the only white girl there. I was involved in Revolutionary activities all my life, we can discuss this later! In the 70's we really thought we would have a Revolution, but instead the FBI killed, framed & arrested my friends, almost burnt us out of our house. I married in 82, had 2 sons and after my husband died I had to raise them alone. I had earlier dropped out of college to fight the revolution that never happened! I went back to school, going from an LVN to an RN, taking care & managing symptoms of dying people. It was my calling at the time. I felt that I belonged in Jamaica from the first time I set foot on the Island, met many good people - have lots of friends on the beach but they are not who I'm looking for. In 2015 I danced all night with the band at the Reggae Festival after party - was the only white person there & had everyone cheering at the end, got a great compliment that I dance like an African, that made me smile. I love Africa & bought tickets to go with my ex-boyfriend but since we broke up and the time period ran out I lost the money. I can't believe I fell for that man, thought we were gonna get married. He also threw a Lion necklace with three diamondsin it that was given to me by a dying man. The relationship has been over since November. There has to be some REAL Jah loving Rasta men out there who have their own & so we can share what we have. I want no man dependent on me! I realize people see the tourists & get the idea that all white people are rich but that's crap. First time i came my son's brought me for Christmas present & I knew in my heart that I would eventually move there, Jah revealed it to me & friends confirmed it. Now I'm stuck in the heart of Babylon and spending time fighting against fascism, racism & police brutality. Also am an environmentalist - they say if we do nothing Africa & the Middle East will be unlivable by 2050. Neocolonialism has a stranglehold on Africa, stealing their resources! We have to Rise up & resist this Babylonian capitalist cobra that is sqeezing the life out of all of us. I also have spread videos of declassified nuclear test videos all over the internet - to remind people just what that fascist, Sociopathic racist, & his billionaire gang of thieves may destroy the world if we don't stop them. My Zion is with Jah, not in Fascist Israel, who are acting just like the Nazis they ran from. I support the struggle for Palestinian freedom! It is our duty as Rasta to fight injustice where ever we find it & support all oppressed people! I am a medical ganja patient in Calle &can help if anyone wants to do a medical grow & needs info on which strains work best for which conditions. You can order feminized seeds on the internet now, sure not every Rasta is aware of this. Well, I have a heart full of love for the right man - who treats me as an equal partner in life. This is gonna be a book soon so I'll stop now.