Later please. Weather is giving me a headache. oh well, guess I am going to do this now. no work today. Spend too much time with my parents- as I work on myself and getting business. Just got back from Mexico- trip for my dad's 70th. Love travel- but not that way. I have a website www.atreat4dogs.net! That's kinda cool, right? don't know cool from hot- not into being up to date or modern. I hate feminism- but love it too. I am my own person- but seem to be dependant on others. I am intelligent- but act and seem stupid a lot of the time. I have no guts- am a coward. Yet, Will do crazy things that others won't. I am not afraid of people- just don't like a lot of them. I think too many of them were born stupid- and too many of them were born, period. See? Need help desperately. Can't even sustain the interest enough to finish typing a damn paragraph- but can read a book straight through and watch a Monk or Psych Marathon! I am not Crazy- people just make me think I am! Alone for holidays. Have no holiday. No friends in the area. No fun in the area. Like the dog park- but, car is being winterized? what does that mean- can't go anywhere today. Anyone is welcome to come and RESCUE ME. I kinda need a rescuer- but don't make me say that out loud. Because I can be a pain in the and a ***** and mean - but most people tell me I am sweet. Go figure. you must like tatoos and love animals. and not mind fat. and not mind telling people what to do. and you must NEVEr EVER make me feel bad about myself- But, you can make me feel naughty and a little dirty. whatever I am in my thirties but act 12, but act 50, but act 5,.... don't ask. just come and make me happy. I love men, love sex, love a lot of things that I haven't done in way too long.