Revelation 13:16 And he causeth all, both small and great, rich and poor, free and bond, to receive a mark in their right hand, or in their foreheads: Revelation 13:17 And that no man might buy or sell, save he that had the mark, or the name of the beast, or the number of his name. Revelation 13:18 Here is wisdom. Let him that hath understanding count the number of the beast: for it is the number of a man; and his number is Six hundred threescore and six. ******INFECTED WITH RAGE****** -------------------------------------- I hear voices in my head they council me they understand they talk to me! You got your rules and your religion all designed to keep you safe but when rules start getting broken you start questioning your faith i have a voice that is my savior hates to love and loves to hate i have the voice that has the knowledge and the power to rule your fate i hear voices crying i see heroes dying i taste the blood thats drying i feel the tension rising chorus all the lawyers are defenseless all the doctors are disease and the preachers all are sinners and the police just take the grease all you judges you are guilty all the bosses i will fire all you bankers will have losses and politicians are all liars ---------------------------------------- ******************** Don't judge lest ye be judged. ******************** "Leave leave me for now and forever Leave what you can Somewhere in time I will find you and haunt you again Like the wind sweeps the earth Somewhere in time when no virtues are left to defend You've fallen deep I was a liar in every debate I drew the forces that fueled your hate When the cold in my heart leaves it comes to an end Quietly now go to sleep" ------------------------------------------------------------ -- Bring the violence It's significant To the life If you've ever known anyone Bring the violence It's significant To the life Can you feel it? How do you sleep When you live with your lies Out of your mouth Up from your mind That kind of thinking Starts a chain reaction You are a timebomb ticking away You need to release What you're feeling inside Let out the beast That you're trying to hide Step right up and be a part of the action Get your game face on Because it's time to play You're pushing and fighting your way You're ripping it up Bring the violence It's significant To the life If you've ever known anyone Bring the violence It's significant To the life Can you feel it? (repeat chorus) How do you live without playing the game Sit on the side and expect to keep sane Step right up and be a part of the action Come get a piece of it before it's too late Take a look around You can't deny what you see Were living in a violent society Well my brother let me show you a better way So get your game face on because it's time to play You're pushing and fighting your way you're ripping it up Bring the violence It's significant To the life If you've ever known anyone Bring the violence It's significant To the life Can you feel it? (repeat chorus) So tell me what am I supposed to be Another goddamn drone Tell me what am I supposed to be Should I leave it on the inside So tell me what am I supposed to be Another goddamn drone Tell me what am I supposed to be Should I get ready to play You're pushing and fighting your way You're ripping it up Bring the violence It's significant To the life If you've ever known anyone Bring the violence It's significant To the life Can you feel it? ------------------------------------------------ I am a fun-loving, adventourous guy who wants to live life to the fullest. I am down to earth and I love to have fun and I simply love to work out. Infact, i work out like a freak, I also compete in various sports like wrestling, boxing, muay thai, tae-qwan-do, mixed martial arts etc. In everything that I have competed and been through all my small life, I refused to back down and I refuse to quit, I will simply not die. This atude helped me win in anything and everything that I have ever competed in. I am what I say I am and I say I am absolutely perfect! I have great dreams and plans for my future which are quite over the top but i know I will achieve them, no matter what it takes. I am honest but, I feel sometimes a little lie can save a lot of pain. I know how to treat a woman and I DON'T cheat or disrespect a girl whom I am in love with, I never have and I never will. Can you feel that? Ah, **** Drowning deep in my sea of loathing Broken your servant I kneel (Will you give in to me?) It seems what's left of my human side Is slowly changing in me (Will you give in to me?) Looking at my own reflection When suddenly it changes Violently it changes (oh no) There is no turning back now You've woken up the demon in me [Chorus:] Get up, come on get down with the sickness [x3] Open up your hate, and let it flow into me Get up, come on get down with the sickness You mother get up come on get down with the sickness You ****er get up come on get down with the sickness Madness is the gift, that has been given to me I can see inside you, the sickness is rising Don't try to deny what you feel (Will you give in to me?) It seems that all that was good has died And is decaying in me (Will you give in to me?) It seems you're having some trouble In dealing with these changes Living with these changes (oh no) The world is a scary place Now that you've woken up the demon in me [Chorus] (And when I dream) [x4] No mommy, don't do it again Don't do it again I'll be a good boy I'll be a good boy, I promise No mommy don't hit me Why did you have to hit me like that, mommy? Don't do it, you're hurting me Why did you have to be such a ***** Why don't you, Why don't you just **** off and die Why can't you just **** off and die Why can't you just leave here and die Never stick your hand in my face again ***** **** YOU I don't need this **** You stupid sadistic abusive ****ing How would you like to see how it feels mommy Here it comes, get ready to die Get up, come on get down with the sickness [x3] Open up your hate, and let it flow into me Get up, come on get down with the sickness You mother get up come on get down with the sickness You ****er get up come on get down with the sickness Madness is the gift, that has been given to me I was also trained for marine corps special forces division, but I had to leave due to family reasons. I know how to control my emotions but I will not be nice to people who will hurt the people i love and care for. I want a woman who i strong mentally, and is also into fitness and sports, not a necessity though, but I want a woman who wouldn't cry sitting the front row when i fall in a fight, but someone who will yell at me to get up and fight back one more time. i would love someone who isnt perfect, cause if its all perfect its boring, but i'd love her to be honest with me as i would be with her.i have my moments, and i will understand and give her her own space and time.A beautiful woman with a heart of human kindness and care and love is what I wanted, having a heart of gold means she is an unfeeling human being, cause gold is a metal and it got no feelings, Need not be a beauty queen, but being beautiful and cly and sexy with curves to die for never hurts, lol i am a guy afterall, but i am never choosey and i will love the person i am with no matter what...I also love to sit and watch a movie and cuddle, and i love photography, and i can draw with pencil and chalk charcoal lol, i only put colors to the tattoo designs i make, but in general i prefer chalk and charcoal for natural life. I am working for the day when I am gonna stand up and tell everyone listening to me these words " I AM THE ALPHA, THE OMEGA, THE BEGINNING AND THE END". I know it sounds lik ei am full of it, but its not arrogance, its destiny. I got beaten down and thrown down....I got hurt and I felt the pain deep with...but I still stand....I will not die . I am so NOT into the swingers lifestyle and to be exact i plainly hate sharing my lady with anyone, but i have no preferences for ethinicity, sexual orientation and race. ************************************************************ ******** Who I'd Like To Meet Well, firstly, I am really fed-up of trying to find a true love, I bet you hear that always in almost every guys profiles but well what can I say I got a super bad luck about relationships.It's not that I don't give 100%. fact being I give 150% to the person i love, well I have a life too, and whatever I do I always make sure she knows where I am at and every single off-times I get I try spending with her. but somehow, nothing I do seems enough, I always get stomped upon, not like I am mean or something or an abusive lover....oh well! So um I am trying one last time with a dieing faith that atleast someone in the world doesnt lie or cheat. Like comeon, how hard is it supposed to be to be honest and open to each other in a relationship? So yea, maybe I am looking for a lady who is trustworthy, like for real, not just words and would love me for who I am and be by me no matter what, I hope that isn't too much to ask for, is it? Working stuff out together in any situation and not cheating or lieing would be great, if you don't like me tell me just don't double time me. As for looks, well I am a sucker for sexy beautiful women, well there has to be an attraction, I like curvy ladies if ya know what I mean, anorexia patients doesn't interest me lol (example: giselle bundchen) and tats and piercings are super hot, ofcourse it doesnt really matter in the end, when its all said and done its the person who she is matters most to me, I would even spend my life with an ugly betty rather than carmen electra but if you are a player I don't want nothing to do with you, I don't care how far you are we can work stuff out if the magic happens. MY ideal partner should be able to support my lifestyle and my dreams and works it out as "us" not you and I, its always "us", I want a family not an one night stand, I never cheated and I never will, I so wanna come home to my beautiful sexy wife and children not go to someone else for sex. She should have lots of interests in everything, adventorous, up for any challenges, love me and me only and be beside me in the darkest hours, I would love to also have her interests in fitness cause I am gonna compete soon and we could do it together. So, thats kinda about it. One more thing, it's just useless whinning about the past relationships if we do get in one of our own, like it was so bad so I am scared and stuff, like comeon, everyone have had their shares of pain, get over it people, harsh, but true, also I don't generally talk about my past relationships unless I am really in a deep cimmittment and seeing a future, cause plainly ladies "my species" (read males) will give you the same old stories like how we got cheated and stuff when we were all PERFECT, no need of the replay lol, I know my kind all too well, basically 99.99% of those stories are not real if you really dig into them, it's a way to get in your pants so yea, I guess not many people say that upfront, I just did, thats not how everything works always, and I don't do sad sh*tstories to be "friends with benefits" with someone 9 I even tend to hate that phrase real bad) and also don't expect the same in return.I am not one of them guys who writes poems about how they lost everything when their ex left, I simply can't write good poems, tried, failed, thats truth am not that great a poet, so yea, my exs and me broke up it's both of our loss, not just their or mine, we both lost something, thats how I see things. I am not judgemental, I will not judge if I happen to be in a relationship with somebody and she says she had a fling last year or something along that line, I am not a woman, I will never understand in what cirstances you did what you did, but ofcourse there are things that I don't like, your past wont really bother me if you have learnt what's wrong and don't repeat stuff when being with me, thats all I ask for. Hell, if we all knew the future we'd not have made our past choices so no point in making people feel like **** for what they did. ************************************************************ " INSIDE THIS FANTASY IT SEEMS SO REAL TO ME SYNTHETIC ECSTACY WHEN HER LEGS ARE OPEN TRUE LOVE'S BEHIND THE WALL WHERE MEN AND ANGELS FALL A FADING MEMORY WHEN MY MIND IS FROZEN"....