For the first time in life I know exactly what I am doing and why My spirit is no longer filled with strife The power I now feel I cannot deny Anything that stands in my way I will defy Reality and myself have opened up as if cut by a knife of total awareness. Before this moment I was confused I was drowning in my own apathy My spirit defused I was ruled by a tyranny of self hate I was in a hell that I refused to surface from Suffocating... in the inky darkness of despair But with the force of will a new step I have taken to become what I used to be... my former self but with a powerful new twist I am no longer forsaken by myself For I have awaken. facebook.com/thrace455