I am widowed, and lonely, I don't like being alone. I enjoy have that special someone there in the morining when I wak up or there when I come home from work, talk to, debate with, go to mvies with, discuss life with. I love to fix, build, program, re-program, and in general, computers. I do play both Crysis and FEAR online, it is one of my boredom pastime fillers. I also enjoy 3D modeling (computer 3d modeling). Most of my models are uploaded and used in games by other gamers. I am a geek with computers, but not a geek in itself. I still know hwere the real world is, and I work hard and pay my bills ontime (most of the time), and I NEVER ask for help with my finances. I believe in one supporting oneself, and that's how I do it.