Topic: Knowing
Differentkindofwench's photo
Mon 09/29/08 07:35 AM
I dream of you.
Knowing you’re at a crossroads
As the winds of change are now
Blowing you in the direction
You are meant to follow.

Knowing, the harshness of reality
Is kicking you in the butt
Propelling you’re survival instinct
From the base of your backbone
Up your spine, so you may rise
To this occasion and be the you
You are.

Knowing the time has come
For your inner gifts to rise
To your awareness.
An awareness that feeling
Is not a curse, but a helpful healing gift.
One that is your’s to share with others.

You feel alone.
Part of you wants to be held and snuggled.
While another part, feeds off a misguided anger.
Frustration at the litany of “this is so unfair”.

Your ability to find joy and wonder
In all you encounter will balance the frustration,
Calming your nerves and overriding
Your inaccurate belief that whatever you do
Will be incorrect.

The tears you have finally allowed to fall
Will cauterize that old pain and bring
You the balance you have so craved.

Know this, my son, I feel you more than you suspect.
You know what I would tell you.
As I watch the “Teddy Trees” in the courtyard dance,
There is balance, love, and growth with all healing.
Dance with your spirit song and you cannot go wrong.

Dive into your destiny my J-Bird.

LAMom's photo
Mon 09/29/08 08:14 AM
((( L )))):heart:

Ohhhhhhh you so know how this moves me,,
Blessings to you and Your Amazing young man
may he take in all you have invisioned and
find the calm in the dance he embarks on:heart:


AngelLight's photo
Mon 09/29/08 08:39 AM
Wow, what a wondrous write to your beloved son. Ty for sharing it with us :heart:

Differentkindofwench's photo
Mon 09/29/08 08:47 AM
Thank you both.

BrooklineBaby's photo
Mon 09/29/08 10:19 AM
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That was soooooo beautiful-----and so amazing...........the depth of it hit me to the very core of my being.........I know someone who closely resembles pretty much every word you wrote.......a TRULY WONDERFUL person.......

Thank you for sharing it........flowerforyou

TxsGal3333's photo
Mon 09/29/08 10:54 AM
This was one of the most touching pieces that I have read of yours.flowers

Differentkindofwench's photo
Mon 09/29/08 12:27 PM
Brooklyn, I'm glad this fits for you and one you know so well.

Yeah, Txs, this is how I deal with my strong emotions and feelings. I could attempt to speak them, but no one would be able to understand me. lol........