It is a shame that one can make another feel like that and call themselves loving that person!

This was written by someone else, but it touched me by her hurt so now I am posting it........


Now a days I ask myself, what did I ever see in you that made me love you??!! Was it the stiff way in which u dealt with me??, or was it the tough way which you thought it would be the best that I could receive?!

I just keep wondering, why did u always make me feel that you were punishing me for loving you!!!!
Its like I've made a huge mistake to only think for a second that you deserved my love, attention and even patience.

I wonder why did you seem so right back then in my eyes. And why I made excuses for everything you ever said and had done to me.
I just hate the way I was damn in love with you, with a pathetic person, who I know now that he didn't deserve.

I was lost with you and I didn't notice it.
I hate the way you made me feel, disrespected, undeserved and unimportant. Now, I just have many good memories of you but lots and many more bad ones.
I keep on trying to forget and forgive> Well, I'll forgive cause I wont live with grudges, but I promise you that I'll never forget...how much u hurt me.

AngelLight---I totally agree with you! The only problem is, I see her going in a downward spiral and I as a friend, really don't know what to do! I try to invite her out to mingle, I try to get her out of the house, I have even told her to make a doctors appointment for some anti-depressants and nothing is working! I am really afraid for her! I am so mad at him! I called him and asked him why couldn't he just walk away instead of doing this to his family and the only excuse the f@cker could give me was......she was giving me what I needed! So I screamed in the phone......"So walk away! Don't let her find this mess out like that!" "At the least, call her and apologize, and let her know that it wasn't her doing!" Some men!


MsWizard

How are you love???