Tommy,

I wanted to sit down and write you a love letter-to tell you how much I adore you. You have taken a heart wrapped in stone for so long and just melted me. It has been said of me that I have kept people at arms length. It is sad but it had become true...It was just safer that way. So I chose to be alone rather than to settle for less than I deserve.

Then you came into my life, just a chance meeting that two strangers would become so alive from the very first jolt of caffine, and the very first twinkle in our eyes as we talked about -everything-...
You opened me up, like a flower and made me want to be loved. Thats a feeling I really thought had died. All of a sudden for me it was like a perfect Spring day. And I feel wanted and beautiful with you. And even tho Im strong, its nice to feel
protected, and I feel safe with you.

I cant wait to feel your arms around me, and see the way you look at me. When you smile at me and hold me with your gaze,
I see the wonder of love. When you kiss me, I feel you all through me almost raging thru my veins. Ive never craved anything so bad. I love the anticipation of knowing Ill see you. I love The build up of emotion that rares up inside of me when I know its time for us to meet.


Thank you for the love....


2-18-10

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I wrote this for the man I have been seeing and he has quickly become a very important part of my life- This may be "it" guys-Seems to be getting serious.

wish me luck!