Well MrBiscuit if you need me for anything, i'll be in Dr Who's tardis. Just knock. lol

Thankyou :) and you can count on it. You are a lovely, bright and cheerful person. Looks like I'm not the only one that brightens up the forums. It takes a good person, to know another good person *Hugs*

Got'cha, will do! ;) Hee hee, knock, knock, Dr Who (is in) there. lol :)

Dear diary..
this is REALLY.. LaMe

Dear diary, today has been a long awaited day. The last summer before I become complete, is now over.

I now have a new path ahead of me. This will be the best one yet, I get to decide my own fate.

I have had a very rough decade behind me. But, is there anything about time that isn't rough? People make time rough, I have had a "rose between two thorns" life. But, I have somehow glided between, trauma, stress, depression, anxiety, and complete madness.

I thought about the year of 2013, I felt cheerful to know that I'll finally be 30. And hopefully in family terms, things will have moved on :D

My mother has been a complete *******, but I always try and see her in a positive light. She is an attension seeking freak with no life.

My father is a workaholic, he thinks a life full of work plus no friends, is the way to go. He's been this way all his life, and he is never going to change. He has worked everyday for 70 years, and never had a day off. Outside of work, he has never done anything.

These two rotten people, are my parents, and that makes me sick. I am the most confused person ever. And I know I'm better then both my parents. Sooo, I'm going to let them rot in their little world. I will not become them, or be dragged into their ways.

Starting from tommorow, I'm going to make a fantastic new life for myself ^_^

So like i said, taking time off from the forums. This will be the last thing i post until i decide when i want to come back. When i feel is right for me. Bye bye forums. It's been good. Don't know when i'll be back, but much love

Ok so i'm lame. So damn what.

Dear dairy,

its eary mornin n Im feelin like to jerk off. But i cant find any hot magz for that job

Bye bye ^_^ come back when ever, or if ever you feel this place is of any need to you, take good care Sarah! :D

Dear diary,

Today has brought back so many memorys. I remember saying goodbye to 3 amazing friends. And I remember all that cold snow, darkness, darkness, and more darkness.

I wanted to let go of my past, I was sick of it anyway. I told myself that I would have a holiday for a year, and clear my mind.

I started doing this from about, this time last year. Things were going really well, then on my Birthday I got an unexpected transmission. And the day after, I recieved a unexpected love note :'(

I kept my mind clear, but emotions soon took over. I stayed in contact with my birthday messenger for the next 5 months :)

After a long overdue arguement, I finally managed to break contact, and I wanted to move along, and forget all these people from my days of old.

When I came to mingle, I was still quiet an emotional mess. And it appeared to me that I had once again, fallen back into my shell.

And now my year holiday is over. But, I'm back at that old reaccurring square one. And now I feel like another year long holiday is required.

Mingle has helped me forget about my ghosts. By just talking about my troubles, they soon disapeer! ^_^

I'd say I've cleared my mind of about 57% of the crap.

Untill I have totally cleared my mind, can any future progress be made.

:)

Dear Diary, Sausage!

dear diary, for the nth time, where is the love?

Dear diary, merry christmas :)

and I'm thankful for being lucky enough to have so many great friends, bless you all :)

October , ALREADY ??? wth did the summer go ? ...... oh well... rock on peeps .....
that is all

Dear diary,

I've been thinking about the next 6 months ahead of me. But in the meantime I've been enjoying these rather lovely Autumn days. Lot's of colourful leaves, fresh breezes and beautiful sunshine. This has taken my mind of alot :)

But, then I think about the future, and I have nothing to worry about. I don't want this Christmas to be like any other. I want it to be different, I want it more my way, more my style.

And then there's winter to consider, I should be wanting to move ahead with something. But it's too early to tell for sure.

If there are two things I'd like to do next year, one would be to move out, and the other, I guess I'd like to see if having a family is a considerable option.

Dear Diary,
Can you help hurry up time? Its taking forever to get here. How in the hell am I gonna sleep that morning after work. When I'm already excited about my date that night?

Dear Diary,

The hell with trying to be more time efficient if people don't like it than so what, and besides there is always tommorow I can only do so much and I am not going to push myself to do more, if I can accomplish one thing in one day than that is good enough for me.

Dear diary, February the 14th sounds like such a good day! ^.^