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Tue 09/22/15 08:44 PM
The silent vibrant temptations
That radiates from my soul.
It pulls you close.
Wants to fill you whole.
My love grows within you.
I can feel your soul.
Your love is like the rain.
Then a lake.
I can breaststroke in you all day.
Sink or swim.
You have beauty all around you and it definitely starts from within

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Tue 09/22/15 06:49 PM
Steady is my spirit.

Contemplative is my mind.

Healthy is my heart
When filled with love.

So full is belly when I get
The gut feeling
That the most tender and
Sweetest love is right
Around.

I got a taste for love.
Now have a hunger for more.
Need a taste of one I adore.

Steady is my spirit, yes.
Though parched is my soul.
Can you fill my glass.
Need a taste of love.
Next to it a full cup of lust.
Feel my name bond while I feel
Your bust.
Fill hunger Of love
don't fuel my hunger.
Then fill my cup with
Lust. After full and hydrated
Then fill my cup once more
Twice.
I have guilty desires
When I find the one I adore.






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Tue 09/22/15 05:55 PM
Oh sweet wonderous beauty.
One with eyes that that shine
Brighter than the crescent moon
In a late afternoon.
May see this as only cliche
Or a a simple nursery rhyme.
And it maybe so.
But your smile can
Brighten up and lighten
Up my day .
Like a rainbow can after a rainy day.
So tell me fate have I met
Her. Will I meet her tomorrow
Or the next day.
Whenever I see her
Where ever i meet her.
I don't care what time
Or day.
Cause I have faith
I will come across her.
Who ever she is.
Someday.
My hopeless heart.
Forever faithful.
Always committed.
Stays on my sleeve
But forever beating in my chest.




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Fri 09/18/15 03:57 PM
Not new but just recently reactivated my page.
So I'm looking for a woman who appreciates roses on the first date.
Chocolates with them on a valentines day.
A woman who likes her doors opened
And a man who likes to get her seat for her.

Honesty
Trust
Care
Respect

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Tue 07/14/15 01:29 AM
I saw you again my old friend,
The first one I loved ever the
In my lifetime.

The first one I got down on one knee to. In my heart it felt like
You just pushed me down on the second knee now two.
I said I loved you, thought I said just fine. Spoke to you about
Your beauty so devine.
All you said was for me to get in line.

I know this was so long ago 8 years, okay.
But the way you broke my heart
This feeling felt like it was just
Yesterday.
I asked for your time, you said
Yes and I felt blessed.
Thought maybe things would be different this time.
Just like before I'll try to understand. Maybe you think my love
Comes second rate,
You never looked carefully. Didn't take the chance to see.
My heart's came in first place every time.
History would show plenty tears I've dried.
Plenty wings of perfect
Angels I've mended.
Soft words spoken,
each one carefully chosen..

Many times I have showed to
Prove my love so true.

So long ago, now also not so long ago. There have been too many wounds on my heart but my soul
Now scarred. This love is too powerful.
Question I asked you it was
The same question each get together
Is how long will it take for you to see that the right person your looking for
It might just be me.
Simple facts in the little details
You were too blind to see.
Same question, must have been the
Truth spoke, right? Cause I always got your same answer.
"I don't know, well im not sure
Oh I'm torn so confused. My other ex just called gosh I don't know what to do. But you say you Love
Me but I'm not sure if I love you"
But little did you know unlike him. I did listen and heard every word, frankly ol girl this game sounds absurd.
In an instant love just passed you
By. Where that man has never been for you I have always been there.
He is just looking for releif from
A simple release.
But me I'm trying to build a house
A home in my heart for you.
Your already welcomed here
So please put put away the lease.
I had built a castle for you.
I wanted a queen. But for you
The simplest of that request seemed
Very obscene.
So now I have to move forward there's no looking back.
To find someone who knows my love worth and just what I mean
Who knows how to help keep my mind
Steadily focused also on track.
I got plans on a future a family
So love like this paper I will stack.

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Mon 07/13/15 01:31 PM
Wow,
amazing pansytilly.
Those are beautiful words and very well spoken.
:smile:

Words are a powerful thing.
If you ever weren't sure.
The comments all your wonderful
Left is a perfect example.
Of what kind things happen with them. flowers

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Sun 07/12/15 10:45 PM
Thank you German chocolate 1982
And jaunkz also lu_Rosemary for
Your posts pansytilly too:-)

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Sun 07/12/15 10:42 PM
Thank you German chocolate 1982
And jaunkz also lu_Rosemary for
Your posts :-)

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Sun 07/12/15 08:03 PM
Edited by lovebentbackwards on Sun 07/12/15 08:09 PM
I feel,
All the pain she ever felt.
So I yeild...
all the strength It ever took
To be strong.
Ask me once, yes.
So ask me twice, yes
So ask three. Then ask me again
Then wait a little.
Please after then, ask me more.
So much as you ask me
My answer remains the same.
Yes,yes,yes my strength I will
Yeild to feel your pain.
Before you cry, I can see
The tear, the silent cries.
Though silent, in your voice
Is pain I can hear.
When I was weak you were strong.
When I was hurt...you held on.
In all this still.
You bared both our pain.
Somehow, all you had to show
For it was nothing.
You only sought out love to gain.
In all this,
If you ask why. This is how I answered when I first saw you cry.
So I put down the pride,
A man's own selfish ways,
You'll never sleep alone
All our lively days.
You are worth more than a shoulder
So cry into my chest. I will
Hold you. "It's okay,im here.
Let it all out" so cry it all out
Till you are tired to rest.
When you wake up I will still be
Here. Much more but no less.
It was this day I first saw your hurt.
While still feeling blessed.
This was the first day,
I first yeild my strength.


.A message to All Men.


Strength isn't measured by muscle.
And strength should never be in your pride.
As men we shouldn't be focusing on
Our ego. Our focus should be on that one person who waits for us
At home.
Cause while we as men focused
On what homeboy we are gonna meet at A bar. Missing the next Superbowl,
Etc. All the time being wasted
On things that don't really matter.
That one person that does matter.
Could be needing you to the that
One thing that matters the most.
Listen.
In my time and I'm only gonna
Be 23 soon.
I heard so many guys complain
And making jokes about how their lady at home always wants to talk.
But as a man, you promised that woman to take care of all her needs. So how are you doing that
Without hearing what she has to say?
Next thing you know that man
Is single on mingle.
Reminiscing. Lesson learned
Knowledge is power son.
Yeiled your strength to listen
True fact

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Sun 07/12/15 03:17 PM
My fear is for every/any
Man or woman who feels
In the heart too much
Space taken by neglect.
A soul pained by hurtful
Words or actions that
Made them feel the disrespect.
A mind too overly complexed by
So many burden filled
Memoirs to recollect.
I fear for every
man/woman that have
To go through this.
The elongated struggle
On the road to bliss.
Incomprehensible
Is unnecessary pain
Too much felt
With no explanation.
A situation that can
Not be explained
When there is nobody
To be found or heard.
Nobody's to blame
So let's write something on
A post send the problem
Away. Tie to a pigeon
To fade away, fly away with the bird.
Society has a way to
Sometimes make people shut out..
Sometimes as people we just want to be heard.
Not so weary is our knowledge.
Our hearts can be the same.
If simple convo, get to
Know a stranger.
Simply ask for a name.

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Fri 07/10/15 01:37 PM
Maybe could be spam or scam,
But if he is really an actual person.
All men are different no matter how similar. But I'm thinking in my
Opinion he may not be as serious as
He says he is for her.

If he is seeing other women behind
Her back. That is not fair to your cousin or any woman for that matter. That's really immature for a man to do that to a good woman.
Also very ill-mannered. Shows no class.
She deserves better for sure.
PS simply returning the favor.
To my good friend debbie1980
I haven't forgotten when you gave me advice.
Give your cousin my condolences.
You and your cousin in my prayers.
How hope the blessings reach when coming your way.
To you: Debbie1980, cousin.
From:lovebentbackwards

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Mon 06/29/15 12:55 AM
Dear anybody,
If you see me..don't be alarmed I can assure you don't know me.
But I can also assure a promise to be kept to hold you closely.
I can assure that even if your dreams do not start with somebody
Like myself, I can be all I can be for somebody like you.
I can assure that a second promise will be kept as well.
That promise be that even if you don't know me and I don't know you.
We can even come from seperate parts of the globe. No matter all the differences. The point is I will not judge you.
I promise to accept you just as you, nothing more and nothing less.
Dear anybody who reads this..
I just want to say in reminder that its okay to be you.
That there is somebody who is always looking for that same thing to.
Be faithful to yourself and to yourself be true.
Someone will notice that thus then noticing you
Then seek to comfort you at your worst in possible hope that you
May comfort them to.
Be kind hearted to yourself somehow and someway.
Then do the same for another.
To anybody
Ps The Loneheart..
Signed yours someday

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Mon 06/29/15 12:45 AM
It's that of a feeling which not so frequently felt.
Much like seeing rose petals blossom while they also welt.
Mixed feelings of course. Bottled up, untapped. Now released and watch
As they unwrap. Untrapped. Now see them flow, they swivel, quivel, twirl and swirl then watch they grow.
The feeling is surreal but still lingers behind it are vivid examples of
What is all too real.
I'm seeking the knowledge in hope to better understand a of spur of moment love but what is also planned.
The dillemma you see is at the end of my arm is an open palm at the center of my opened hand. No other has shown willing to fully grasp. Breathless for the moment with a silent inhale for air I gasp.
The heart of mine is like a leaf that has been shaken off the tree of time.
Still green not yet withered or weathered. yet still cold and lonely lead me to
A feeling of shivered and quivered.
So feel my hand to fill my hand. Jumpstart beautiful and glory cause I'm
Only seeking love. That will also restore me. True story


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Mon 06/29/15 12:42 AM
If my heart fall again,
But tell me, can my heart fall again?
I've alread faced the storm, I've already comforted another to keep someone warm.

I faced the storm when it came in cold and hard, when the rain came in swarm.

If my heart fall again, but will ever start to beat again.
I need the pace to speed back up. I need love to pump like blood through my
Veins. I wear passion like love stained in ink tattoo.
Can I get back up? I don't know if I can. This time I can barely stand.
Knees too quakey hands too shakey.
Love's pouring once violet red but now tainted dark blue.
I asked truely and I kept sincere,I can't have fake no I'm not known for generic love. I need real strong that authentic love.

So if my heart fall again, if it start pumping, if I ever stand for something
Again.

Somebody the next body anybody be faithful to my heart.
Give me something to believe in, like everlasting love and faith
That that my heart wont once again fall apart.

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Mon 06/01/15 10:36 PM
Edited by lovebentbackwards on Mon 06/01/15 10:40 PM
Intriguing, hey unknown romeo.
A math equation mixed with a riddle
For you.
What do you get when you have an obtuse triangle? And what do you get when you add together U+R? And where do they go

Now where does L go and what does L equal to?... Going once...going twice...slaphead
You get unknown romeo at the bottom of the bottom always. U goes left cause its just a simple 2 degree. R irrelevant to the equation.
While L is at the top cosistent to this the equation. While 88 degrees and lovebentbackwards still raising the temp reshaping love.shades simple *iggaz I swear

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Mon 06/01/15 09:59 PM
I think I found. Is this it right here? flowerforyou :wink: waving

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Sun 05/31/15 11:07 PM
With eyes closed softly,
Heart beats slowly.
These lips willing to touch yours.
Just like my hand wants meet your hand.
My other silently waits to embrace your
Waist.
One moment, One chance for
A sweet innocent romance.
If I ask myself
"is this real?"
I know that I'll have to
Keep my eyes closed softly
just so it will.
All the while this heart
Beats slowly.
Too afraid to open my eyes now
Cause I don't want to awaken realizing.
I just made it through another night.
Alone,how?
My imagination formulated a dream.
That i so strongly wish to come true.
This love,this love..this..love.
It has no name can I just call it you.
Give it your name.
Who ever you are.

I must request
I must ask
I must plea.
This all
This love
This heart
This dream
This want
This wish.
Its too much
for just one and only me.
Can I love you.
Can I hold you.
Can I care.
Can I tell you everything
Will be okay when times get tough.
And stay strong for you so when good times come. Good times forever stay.
I don't want to be afraid to open my eyes and
See an empty side I lay by.
If I could open my eyes and see you.
I don't want to be able to say there's
A one and only me. If I can say
There's my one and only you.
I'm gonna pour out my heart
And I am gonna pour out my love
And soul and spirit.
Then I will pour my passion
Then my care.
Every aspect. it all.
Right here
Till someone
I find I call my one and only
You.
Cause this love I have is true



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Sun 05/31/15 01:42 AM
My blade shall not be dulled by the attacker of a pure of heart. For I am a man and will do my part.

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Sun 05/31/15 01:28 AM
Edited by lovebentbackwards on Sun 05/31/15 01:30 AM
With deep trust in love only.
Not lust. But worthy passion.
I bow my head In shame.
For passion filled love and beauty
Be this name.
I remain humbled but noteworthy is
My knowledge for things pure.
Like the white clouds In the sky
That are complimentary to the stars that shine at
Night. This is the coloboration artistry
Of difference and indifference of a cloudy gray sky
During the day. Also the beautiful starlight night when
It meets the rain.
I will stand in all weathers for I am
The soldier of love.
My blade to fight against the evils of heartache.
While my hand be used to wipe away tears and now hold my other hand for
Comfort.
Now let me hold you In my arms.
the fight is over.
The war has just begun we must make it through the storm. For
The sun is just to rise upon

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Sat 05/30/15 10:31 PM
Edited by lovebentbackwards on Sat 05/30/15 10:36 PM
I'm crying out to anyone,
anyone who may hear me through
the things I write.

I'm crying out to anyone,
anyone who can help cure my lonely nights.

I am only a good man
And so misunderstood,
A good man with so much to
Bare.
With so much love and care to
Share.
Not a man with many words to catch attention.
But I believe actions show more clear.
They show my good intentions are more than there.

I'm crying out to anyone,
anyone who hear me through
the things I write.

I'm crying out to anyone,
anyone who can help cure my lonely nights.
There's so many of them.
Plenty of tears I've cried.
To help subside I've sighed and
Inhale to catch my breath and breathe.
I count too many breathless moments
And now I heave.

I am only a good man
And so misunderstood.
I need to be loved
just the way you should.
I should.

I've tried many ways to
Love another even if they could
Not love themselves. I would.
Even if they could only be in
My life simply just a moment
I think to Myself
"this moment to love and redefine"
I'm not perfect.
But now I myself I can redesign.

I am saddened lonely with despair
No one trying to help pick up these
Peices of my heart.
Too much I understand.
I can pick them up thats okay.
But please, just simply please...
Help put it back together.
Im not good with puzzles you see.
This time around there's so many
Pieces dainty so small.
I want to love with each peice and all.

With all this in mind.
As i've said I'm not a man with many words
To catch attention.
I believe action's show more clear.
They show my good intentions are there.
So you whoever you are who may be near or may be far. Who may be tall or small.
Who may me complex or simple.
If you see this and you more than understand. Even could relate.
Please leave a comment.
Maybe your looking
For love too you could state...