I must not be ready for this type of thing...so good luck to
everyone....sorry I didn't fit it very well.

To find who killed my husband. Also getting my lake home back someday.

I'm scared to walk out of my door most of the time, never knowing what's
waiting. I'm scared for our country with the increased violence, and the
way economy is going.

In the last four years..none. I have gone out a few times and after the
first date I was like forget this! The men I went out with were either
pervs, or they talked of marriage right off the bat..so that was the end
of that. Before my life changed so drastically- I was married 24 yrs,
and married the first time 7 yrs and divorced him.

Hi Ladyofmagic...I hope someone can help..it's a very tough case for
sure. I know what kind of happened, but I need to know for certain. I
knew my husband and I know this is wrong, in fact I know for certain
it's wrong. It's the proving part. That one's a challenge.

I've had a medium talk to me a little bit. I would love to talk more to
one, but they are few and far between where I'm at. I did contact
another medium that I watched on court tv, and she helped the police
solve unsolved deaths. I asked her if she would help in finding out more
on my husband's death..but she won't help unless the police invite her
in. I mentioned that I wouldn't even try that for reasons that I
couldn't tell her right now in case she did come down. But she wrote
back and said she only worked through the police departments. I wrote
her back and said sorry but I won't ask the police, not if the police
could be possibly involved. So...that was the end of that one.

I also wouldn't even think about it until there was an aids test as
well....if he's gay..and he's still with her, that could be very
dangerous! Plus the fact your still married...she's still
married...another mark against...But, it's your life so I hope you live
it wisely.

have to go with maybe a 1 right now...

Simply- you are just going to have to set it in your mind- that's
it...Why wallow over someone you know you can't have. You have to set
your mind that your better than that..who needs to feel that way? You
certainly don't deserve that..so you need to do something to feel good
about yourself again..and the next one you may sweep him off his
feet...:)

Cat..at least wal-mart employees try! But when you tell the customer one
thing, then management comes up and tells them something different- it
just makes the employee look bad! Plus the fact that wal-mart head
honchos make so much money they keep the employees right where they can
step on them, and laugh. They don't care about the employees..they only
care how much they can put in their own pockets! But the employees do
care, and they keep trying to get a change in management-which is where
it needs to start. i know at our walmart they are so shorthanded
because management won't hire enough people to take care of what needs
to be taken care of!

When I get down, I sit back and watch other people..you will always find
someone who is alot worse off than you. I also go to the nursing homes
and visit the elderly, and just listen to their wonderful stories. You
not only help yourself, you have also made someone who doesn't get many
visitors have such a brighter day for a change. I also adopt a grandma
and a grandpa from the nursing homes that don't have anyone to come see
them and I remember their birthdays and christmas especially, but i try
to remember ever holiday. It makes me feel better knowing I'm helping
someone else.

Great post Toyota....I agree with it 100%. Ever since they started
taking God out of everything, the violence has escalated in America.
Even the crooks that do the crime don't have to fret about doing the
time. ( where I live at anyway ) It's getting really sad!

try suckers...it helps with the hand to mouth movement.:)

A male friend mentioned it to me, and that it was free...so thought I
would try it for friendship. But...not having very much luck..lol

Sorry dude...but all I see are alot of beautiful people here. Their
hearts show what they look like. You may look nice, but from your post
you must be terribly vain and too me that's ugly. No, I may not be
gorgeous or built like a 20 yr anymore, I may have lived a rough life
over the years, but you know..that builds character. My past has what
has made me who I am today. You need to learn more about what real life
is..and quiet dreaming of this fantasy land that isn't there. Everyone
has a past- some not as bad as others...but like me- I have dealt with
my past. Regardless...it's still a part of me no matter what. I have my
morals, my character, my beliefs, my heart. If your that shallow then
you will probably be single for many many years....unless you find
someone just like yourself....I will stay with all the people that are
just like me..who in my eyes are very beautiful!!

Good luck everyone....tomorrow- good for some...I do hope ya'll find
what your looking for...Sorry I never met anyone.

Used to have yorkshire terriors..but none now. Have lost all my babies,
and the loss of loosing them is too much to go through again.

pork chops, mashed potatoes and gravy, old settler's beans.

The same as lulu...I've had one soul mate that literally swept me away,
and even after 24 yrs was still as strong as the day we laid eyes on
each other. I hope there can be more than one soul mate- but if not, at
least I can say without question I had it once in my life. I hope I
haven't closed the door to that option once again if it's meant to be.
It's just a slow journey of wanting to find anyone else to share your
heart with after losing a true love. But, I found a better love after my
1st husband, so maybe I can find another true love after my 2nd
husband....Time will tell.:)

Haven't looked very hard, but just testing the waters so to speak.