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You got it brother man..... we have had a lot of good times and some bad, But they were still times we had together and I cherish all of them.If in time you get to take that last ride, Please contact me, I would love to take it with ya bro............... Love ya bro....... Boone That would be Awesome Bro.... I will certainly let you know!!! |
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Oh dear brother, This rips my heart out to hear about this, I am so sorry I wasn't Here for you brother !!!! I been so wrapped up in my own health issues I neglected you when you needed me most.....I am here for you brother. I don't know if I am too late but I hope not, You are and always will be a brother to me !!! We are brothers in the wind. You may be going before me !!! But I am right behind you In a very short time, Keep looking back !!!!!! It won't be a long wait, And I will be there to meet you and we will finish this ride together.... Love ya man......... Your brother in the wind..... Boone  My Brother Boone........ You sir have been on of my favorite friends here. We go back a long way!!! I look forward to riding with you my Brother.... If not here.....then In Paradise!!! |
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I had a good night.
Spent it talking with Pyxxie, as many many nights!! Woke this morning not feeling too bad. The new pain meds are helping emencely. Life offers no promises, no gaurantees.......... But it does offer.....Hope On occasion. I have spent this morning talking with the Docs. I want everyone to know what I have decided. In my present state......none of the things important to me are achievably. So I truely have..... Nothing to lose!!! A stage 4 prognosis is trecherous. The tumor is non-operable, therefore the source cannot be removed. They offer me no promise.....only a window of hope. In my life I have witnessed the horrible effects of Chemo. However........ If there is a small chance that by slowing this I can make one last trip to Seattle..... spend a few more days with My Sweet Lady.... make that one last trip to my childhood home and see some dear friends... have that one last journey on the bike....however short..... I am willing to take that chance. I will begin treatment tomorrow morning. Please understand....this will not save me.... Only offer me some....Hope. I'm good with that!!! Thank You ALL....sooo much for the....Love!!! |
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That I needed that.....
Attitude adjustment!!!! |
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Topic:
SINGLE or TAKEN? - part 22
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Oh.....
I'm Taken....TOO!!!! 
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Topic:
SINGLE or TAKEN? - part 22
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single and staying single. No.....I wont allow this..... Its just wrong.... sorry Guys...... But...... She's.....Taken!!!!  
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Pyxxie,
Thank you for having the Wisdom to recognize my shock for what it is, the Patience to allow me to work my way tru it, The Intelligence to guide me in it, The Confidence in me to know Id figure it out, and the Courage and Love to.... Not Give Up On Me!! as always......You Amaze Me! I Love You Babe! I will be altering my plans, as I have already made some commitments to life long friends back home, I will make a short bike run south and return home again so that I can fly out to Seattle for a few weeks. I Need to spend some quality time with Pyxxie while I still feel strong. Then I will return home to be with family for a while. Cali will have to.....Wait for me!! Thank You all again for your kindness, love and concern. It has blown me away!!!! |
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Sending love & hugs your way Ghost!  The Ghostrider will ride on forever Been a long time catch.... Thanks Hun!! |
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Ok Vik... Rehashing every word that has been said is not gettin us anywhere. And I know it aint makin ya feel any better. Ok.... I'm an a$$hole....I screwed up.... I GET IT....Thanks!! Now.... If ya dont mind.... Im gonna move forward.... cuz I aint got time to look back!!! If ya want to look forward with me You are welcome to join Me!!! Not gonna do the email thingy nomo maybe here... we will be more careful what we say to each other. I understand. I will stop emailing. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO............. stop the other part!!!!! 
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Edited by
Ghostrider2u
on
Sun 10/28/12 02:53 PM
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Ok Vik...
Rehashing every word that has been said is not gettin us anywhere. And I know it aint makin ya feel any better. Ok.... I'm an a$$hole....I screwed up.... I GET IT....Thanks!! Now.... If ya dont mind.... Im gonna move forward.... cuz I aint got time to look back!!! If ya want to look forward with me You are welcome to join Me!!! Not gonna do the email thingy nomo maybe here... we will be more careful what we say to each other. |
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Edited by
Ghostrider2u
on
Sun 10/28/12 01:39 PM
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First.....Thank You all......
You have touched me deeply and your concern here and in e-mail mean the world to me. But..... It seems I need to clarify things I didnt see the need to post.... I have stage 4 metastisized prostate cancer. What that means...... I have a large tumor in my prostate. It has spread tru my lump system to my bones and my right lung. The bone metastis is an 8 on the gleason. That means it is spreading very fast. I had no symptoms. It came on suddenly and truth.... Only while I was enjoying the best four days of my life with Pyxxie, did i become aware I had an issue. It has been an overwhelming couple weeks. To go straight from the greatest Joy I have experienced.... to the horror of all this..... is a ride I would wish on NOONE!! There is nothing that can be done to help me. They can prolong my life and agony for a while but really.... Whats the Point!! I have always lived my life on the edge. I see no reason to lay down now. Im tying up loose ends. Tuesday I'm going on my last....Jump. If I dont break any bones landing, Im gettin on the bike and enjoying one last Journey. If I reach my destination....Great. If not.....I go out the way I have lived.... On the road and on the Edge!!!! I'm Ok with that.....Really. Love you all...... Thanks!! |
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I couldn't bare to read this thread for a entire day. It is very difficult to see you this way. I know more than anyone your pain. There is only one thing I can add to everything said here by the people who have shared your life through posts. I LOVE YOU ..and I sure miss you. I wish you had not pushed me out. I am sorry. We seem to have a way.... Of pushing each other away with our words. Both a bit too..... Stubborn I guess! I dont know HOW to share this with you.... and certainly can't ask you to.... Watch it happen! |
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ghost, we have shared a long ride here and have had many-a- laugh. we have seen so many good people come and go and the not so good. we have learned, read and wondered. we’ve been and seen silly. we have been part of some really adult and serious conversations and we have been on the same side of discussions and on opposite too. but through all of this, I have never, not one single time, ever questioned your sincerity, your conviction, your humanity or your intent. I cannot say this about all of the people I have come into contact with here or in real life. I can only tell you (with heavy heart) that it has been a pleasure to have known you and your spirit will not be forgotten. (I don’t know if you remember this or not.) two candles for you !! my friend. now don’t stop living, fight the good fight. as Dylan Thomas said, “rage, rage against the dying of the light” Kc....my friend.....we have indeed had some great times here. and some great friends. I appreciate the candles Bro!! |
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Ghost my heart goes out to you... you have been here for a long time... This is not the time to leave..I do hope that after some thought you will come back and bless those you have touched once again. We are here till we are gone don't take what time you have left and hide from those that consider you as a friend. I know you can read this even if you have decided to leave the site... and you know yourself that friends is what you need now not pity or sorrow but laughter... May your road ahead have that laughter in it that we all need...I do hope to see you back among the forums with those that do care....  Ty Hun....we do go back a ways.... I'm tyin up some loose ends Hun...then hittin the road wednsday. gettin on the bike and headin south then west. Gonna chase the warmth to cali. I dont have a lot of time. I wanna make Carmel before i run outta time. always wanted to...retire there!! The family seems to understand my need and desire not to be....here! |
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Sympathy.
Im only posting to heads up a few people whom I have come to know. Thursday was a day of discovery. Friday was a day of difficult investigation Today is a day of overwhelming Reality. Much to bare. Much to do and precious lil time to do it. I am Thankful that I had the chance to meet and get to know some of you. It has been my pleasure. I have learned much and laughed more. The details are not necessary for public display. I will simply leave it at..... I have a very agressive cancer that cannot be stopped. If you decide to pray.... Simply ask that I be found ready....and worthy. Thank you my friends. Thank you Vik.....for the time we had! |
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When I found out....I offered you an exit
you talked me out of it I understand that the prognosis is too much with your own issues..... I wont hold it against you. It is what it is......... You got the desired effect..... N I..... Unnerstand |
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its always......raining in my.....dreams
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Topic:
Love
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Topic:
Single.
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Thats What I'm Talkin About!!!!
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Topic:
Hunting and fishing pictures
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I never fish with out me.....
Helmet!!!
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