I'm not gonna get too deep, I have a 22 year old daughter that I haven't seen in 12-13 years, at one point we reconnected, but I didn't know how to handle the situation and pushed her away even further. I love my daughter with all my heart but I have no idea where to start, and I also have a seven year old son who has never met his sister. My biggest fear is dying without ever seeing my two kids together or never meeting. I just want to spend one day with both of my kids together....any advice?

I'm not sure if it's my age, because I'm 43 years old and growing up relationships were real, but now it just seems like everybody is sleeping with everybody no matter how good they have it at home. I actually am scared to give a woman 100% because I feel at some point she will stray away. Am I wrong for holding this wall up when it comes to trust?