I remember who she is, where it gegan and how. I remember the fun as kids we had. I remember the kisses and the hugs in the school yard. I remember how it all ended, but what I dont remember is why? She was a Gem then and is still now. So what did I learn from that, put it all in the memory banks and improve on the next one. Learn from mistakes and get over it.

Hey thanks for that. believe the fact that Julie was not my daughter, but a little girl that I fell in love with, by her chalm and outlook. The day that she died I broke all the rules of the road. Defied traffic lights, to get there with about 10 minutes to spare. Julie had a smile on her face when she went and i had tears dribbling down my cheeks. I saw Julie in her cask and they left the smile on her face. As for her real dad...it was a no show

Ian

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I met a girl today,
Polite, and not much to say.
But what she said,
Will linger in my head.

Skin of chockie brown,
A smile on her lips, no frown.
Lips I imagine are what I miss
She calles herself Kissablekiss

I read your profile and sucked me in,
About a toothbrush, and not a sin.
Not expecting a reply
Oh My God!! Iv'e gone all shy.

To you I wish you the very best,
For what you want and nothing less
Your dreams and your hopes come true
Not to be alone, sad and blue.

I wrote this just for you,
With the thought of thanking you,
You have made my day
I Thankyou my pretty maid.

Macca
28/04/11

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The Storm.

The stars fill the darkness of the night,
Twinkling bright, shinning their magic light.
One by one they wink, as if to say hello,
Poised, bright, as we look from below.

The man in the hugh full moon,
Large and round will vanish real soon.
Looks all alone, sad, wearing a frown,
The clouds will come and his light will drown.

A warm spring breeze blows away the heat,
So you and I can drift off to sleep.
Along with the breeze come the clouds,
That will fill the dams, creeks and shrouds.

The gentle breeze turns to a wind, cold,
Gusting and howling in every nook and fold.
The might trees swaying to and fro,
In the storm that’s ready to blow.

A flash of light dances across the sky,
The horses gallop and then shy.
Yellow, purple and a real bright white,
Lights the sky and frightens the night.

Thunder rolls across the plain,
The horses bolt from it again.
Echo’s back until it dies,
The thunder has it mighty cry.

Rain spatters on the ground,
The plants it has found.
Soaks up the gift of life
Fills it’s stem throughout the night.

As we lay cuddled up in bed,
I lay here and you run through my head.
Thinking how lucky I am my friend
With you the time I love to spend.

Macca.

My 2 girls got bored and dragged me out yelling and screaming, "I dont wanna go"....but they won....lol...and I found this cute little teddy 10 years ago and he's still on my bed



My Teddy Bear.

My teddy bear sits upon my bed
He is dressed in red.
I take him on the picnic,
Funny thing his name is Nick.

He sits there all day long,
He does nothing wrong.
Sits there, his warm smile,
His charm wider than a mile.

His eyes are very brown,
Looks for me without a frown.
Staring out to the distance,
As if to say in this instance.

His tiny little ears,
Listens to all my fears.
Hears my love for you I call,
Tells no one at all.

His cute little arms are open
Like me, waitin’ and a hopin’
Longing to put them around you,
For him this is something new.

The stumpy legs that carry him,
To walk by himself he can’t begin.
I pick him up, and he, I do cuddle,
Not only when I am in a muddle.

He displays awesome reality,
It is part of his personality.
Charm, caring, full of Witt
With me on my bed he will sit.

Red and Green bow tie around his neck,
He doesn’t mind or give a heck.
Listens to what I have to say,
He listens to me all the day.

My teddy is my trusted friend,
No one can borrow, nor do I lend.
If he ever got lost form his post,
For my little friend is the most.

Been in trouble with me, he has not,
He is clean, no dirt, not a dot.
For him I really care
My life with him I share

Macca.

The lass that I write about here passed away a happy little girl. I had only known Julie for 14 days. As I passed her bed twice a day I always said hello to her and her Mum just smiled. Julie stopped me one day and said "will you be my Dad" Holly ****, i though, what does one say to that. As I left that night I had coffee with Julies Mum who told me the story and about her real Dad that could not care less and Julie was going to die. I went back to see Julie then and sais yes "I will be her Dad". The biggest smile and little scream that came as excited kids do. Julie died in my arms.



Julie dear you will never know,
My heart is all but aglow.
To you my sweet little kid,
The day you died I ran and hid.

To miss the sweet little smile,
My heart filled with pride.
You asked to call me Dad,
For you I wish I had.

I never knew I had so many tears,
Trickled down my face, hid my fears.
You maybe only seven,
Looking down on me from heaven.

Your Mum gave me a call,
In he car I sped passed the cars and all.
To your room I raced,
A little girl in PJ’s of Red and Lace.

You looked at me and just knew,
I’d come to be with only you.
I put my cheek onto yours, gave you a kiss,
Your arm came around my neck, it didn’t miss.

That’s when you went away,
Left me here is where I will stay.
You have left a print in my heart,
That my sweet little girl, I will never part,

To know you for that sweet short time,
Is a treasure that is to be all mine.
I will never forget the cheek you had,
When you said Hey, will you be my Dad.


Macca

A small explosion between the legs
An insult to the nose we peg
The smell does rise aloft
It can be loud. It can be soft

Not to pleasant for everyone
Not even to the owner of one
It causes people to disperse
Something that is not rehearsed

Some will laugh. Some will gasp
Their throats you want to grasp
Some say it’s better out than in
To the refined person it’s a sin

As unpleasant as it may be
A relief at times it is you see
No more squeezing the cheeks together
Pulling faces to match the weather

The sigh of instant dismay
When the noise is heard far away
You look for a possible blame
For this is not a game

You see an unlikely excuse
Blame them for the ruse
But the scented ghastly trail
Pinpoints you like a sail

You cannot run. You cannot hide
There are too many people inside
A definite gap does appear
You’re there alone in the rear

A little smile creeps up on your face
You realize that your run is now a race
To get out of there pretty quick smart
For now you feel another little fart


Macca

Sad Little Boy


With a tear in his eye,
Sad, alone, about to cry.
Sitting on a pile of bags,
In a corner dressed in rags.

No one wants and no one cares,
For the little boy with knots in his hair.
Sad to see and Sad to hear,
The little boy crying with fear.

All he wants is a friend to play,
Or to stop and say hello this very day.
A smile for him will so very well,
To cheer him a little I can tell.

To see a happy friendly face,
In this sad and dismal place.
Would bring about,
A change of heart no doubt.

You see it’s nothing new,
To pass a smile just from you.
It’s nice and it’s kind,
Ease his fears you will find.

All it takes is a word or two,
From the lips of me and you.
Come to the sand pit,
Where you and I can sit.

A smile is about to come,
From a kid not so dumb.
Today I have made a mate,
As he said Good-bye from the gate.

Macca.

My Mum. My Sweet Mum.

Today is so very sad for me,
For I lost the one who gave birth to me.
Mum was there when I had a dirty bum,
Showed me how to stop sucking my thumb.

Mum was there when I hurt my knee,
Patched it up and then cuddled me.
Soothed my sad and silly cry,
Mum gave her all, to this I apply

She tucked me into bed at night,
Mum was there when I got a fright.
From the bed the blankets would fall,
Guess to the one to whom I would call.

My Mum

As I went from a kid to a lad,
The fun I remember that we had.
From the lad to a youth,
My Mum told me nothing but the truth.


We had our trials and that’s for sure,
Set me on the track, with love that’s pure.
The day you clobbered me hurt like hell,
You went to have a cry, I could tell.

My Mum

The end of my first love, Mum was there,
When I thought that no one really cared.
It was my Mum, who came to me,
When I had tears on my cheeks you see.

Although she has gone from here,
My memories will always be near.
The smile upon her face,
Soft as the finest lace.

So to you my mother dear,
My tears now are not from fear.
I remember all pleasure,
The love you gave, a real treasure.

Is My Mum

It’s not the same, no, not no more,
Your not here to chase me out the door.
My Mum, the one that, I adore,
Love you forever more.

As they laid you in your grave,
A tear I shed, not so brave.
The last words you told me,
Echo inside my head you see.

My Mum, My wonderful Mum,
This is from your only son.
I’ve lost my Mum and my friend
My love to you I will forever send.

My mum

Macca.

Mirror Mirror,
watching what I do,
knowing that you'd never misconstrue.

Mirror Mirror,
who is this looking back at me,
perhaps a potential devotee?

Mirror Mirror,
a reflection of thoughts and more,
giving me the ability to establish a rapport.

Mirror Mirror
that fall on the floor,
As I pick you up tell me more

Miror Mirror
With a pic so blue
We are here together, me and you

Mirror mirror
what a wonderful race,
I'd love to see your face.

Mirror Mirror
Reflect upon thee
Ah Ha, you can see me

Mirror Mirror
I like your poems stem
grant me my wish then

Mirror Mirror
I like apple pie
Show me before I pry

Mirror Mirror
So proud in the hall
Here is my number give me a call

Mirror Mirror
As I lay here and type
Tell me I am right

Mirror Mirror
One two and Three
Oh sweet one do you hear my plea?

Mirror Mirror
on the wall,
can you read my scrawl?

Mirror Mirror
do you know
what I wish to forgo?

Mirror Mirror
I want so much more,
than standing here on the ground floor!

Mirror Mirror
I hear a knock at the door
Ah, I see you on the ground floor

Mirror Mirror
I like what you write
As i read your thougts tonite

Mirror Mirror
Show me a date
Oh i see your 48

Mirror Mirror
I couldnt help Myself
To show you your not alone or by your self

Spot on. Nothing more wiser said. One day at a time, but no-one said it will be easy. Mind over matter really. You dont mind and they dont matter. The kids will see whose who sooner than you think. DO NOT say to the kids at all that their Dad is a bad person (or what ever you wanna call him) cos in the long run it will do you more harm than good. Yeah sure you need an out let for frustration and anger, thats what close friends are for. tell them and get it off your boobs (chest) but not so that the kids can hear it. Believe it, it works. As a Dad that has full custody of 2 daughters they will love you more ( thats so much more important than a cheap shot) and respect you more even though the other ex 1/2 has a cheap shot at you. Babe, wear it with a smile and you will confuse the hell out of him, because he wont know what your smiling at....lol...it works well cos sooner or later he will ask what you smile about, then you know you have him by the family jewels, so smile a lot more as you squeeeze his family jewels till it hurts....lol...its fun and you win. take care and stay safe.

Hey...i agree with you fully. No problems there.

Dreams only happen when your asleep.

To cut the Military...hahaha...will never happen cos the U.S see themslves as the peace maker of the world. protecting the interests in what ever country the have got the almighty dollar invested.

The US companies make to much money out of the so called peace operations. Do you really think any country will decrease. Get a life. its only going to get bigger and bigger to where it will be the employement ever.

IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN.

It was already to late when the U.S dropprd the first one on Japan. The nuclear day was born then. Massive destruction.

Todays situation is....it only takes 2 nukes (ground zero)to harm the entire planet. 3 nukes and there will be no-one left apart from the US president.

The storage or the spent rads is another problem. The rads will outlast the storage containers building radiation inside. So they are stored under ground many miles down. So what, big deal. What you dont know wont hurt you. Right??....Wrong, it will kill ya one way or another.

Look at Japan now with the massive problem they have now due to natural forces. Imagine if war comes...then what if it is blown up. Radiation dispensed in the air to be carried by the wind around the world. So you safer in where ever you are for the time being you think. Well think again. Your not and you wont know until you get radiation sickness, then its too late. Sounds grimm doesnt it, but thats the reality of it all.

3 nukes people is all it takes to totally destroy this planet and leave the ants and cockroaches abd some spiders to rule this burnt out planet. 3 nukes and its getting closer with the cranks that are in power these days. Then it will be one crank that starts it all then the other will retaliate with his friend. We are all fried. To late to pay your taxes then. It is a gruesome and extremely slow painful death that you face.

Because you have stated here in this forum that you guys would love to do damage to your ex....do you realise that in a court of law....you will be found guilty of an offence....and Im not talking about if you hit them or not.....you have a motive and a possible resolution to do so.