I get no emails from potential mates. I just get passed on by, but hey, they are missing out, not me! I am great, awesome, FAN-****ING-TASTIC!!! I am talented, nice, funny, and smart, and I am happy with the way I look! So There! *Nah!*






















(but it would still be nice if someone noticed)

I wish Prince Henry, I'd settle for Collin Ferrel or Hugh Jackman though.

*LOL* I sent it in, and got it published.

Thank you all *blushing*

Wow, I guess it's really bad, not many ppl commented.

Can you please rate my new profile, not just for the pix, thank you. Preciate it.

TY All

Thank you

Thank you. I was bored, and creative, lol.

There is a new pic, it's only a week old, and it's 95 lighter than my other pix. Please let me know what you think.

Thank you!

Haven't updated in a while, I now weigh 155!

Every time I try to talk to someone it's "sorry this" and "forgive me that" and "I'm not worthy"...

Please! This is supposed to be a happy occasion. Let's not bicker and argue over who killed who.

Thank you all for your support, lol, was just ranting, it felt good, wasn't really expecting anyone to read it, but thank you again.

Oh no, another misunderstanding, we are just friends, and that is all, no relationship other than that, and I plan on keeping it that way, lol. Thanks for the info though.

Sometimes I get really depressed, and I don't really know why. I mean, I know that I have bills to pay, that the next debt is just around the corner, but that's not it, well at least not all of it. I have 3 jobs, one of them I love, but I only work a couple of days a week, if that, one that I hate, and it's my full time, I'm more at work there then anywhere else. And the third I haven't started yet, so I don't know how that will pan out. I don't have many friends. I'm new in my area, the one friend I have, I'm afraid I'm smothering him. I enjoy hanging out with him, and I feel like when something important in my life happens, I have to share it with him, but I'm thinking that he doesn't feel the same way, he's probably annoyed by me. I don't mean to be annoying, I just have no one else to talk to, and I know that's not fair for him, I just don't know how to make friends on my own. I literally grew up with all of my friends,or met them in college, which is the easiest way to make friends, but they are thousands of miles away. He's a great friend though. Helps me out with so much, and he's very intelligent. But there's a tension going on lately, there was a misunderstanding with a common "friend", and now I feel like I'm walking on a tight rope that is 5 miles long, and I'm about to fall any minute. I want to make things right, but don't know how. I could move back to my original home in MI, but that would accomplish nothing, and I have a career here, even though I hate it. I'm doing well for the first time in my life, I'm responsible, have my own place, etc... But I feel like there is something missing. I don't think it's a man, whenever I think about dating, I think it's too much hassle. This is my rant, thank you for listening.

TY, lost the name of author. :)

Days go by but it's like dark nights are everlasting
labels like "Freak" and "Antisocial" are expressions that be blasting
and trying to blow down my gentle peeps
the nightly water some of them weep
is unsightly to me, so if you're crying dry your eyes please,
for those in worry trembling all by themselves
I dedicate this to you when shun by everyone else

Life goes on things won't always be the same
pain has its time to subside
even crops grow from the rain,
keep your faith and maintain, be strong and continue
keep your head up and be bold though non seems to appreciate you
my shy friends, tacit neighbour, and solitary recruits
cream of the crop you are, the unique fruits that rarely produce

and it's like a wise man who taught me said
"When you're an eagle you can't expect to be acting like common yard fouls"
domesticity is not for you
so patch those broken wings and soar
explore the skies of your freedom,
the common mockingbirds that mock you
will later be your servants to lead on forward

Most of you are shy I know, afraid to talk back
just a little tense position makes us want to curl in our shell
But what are we afraid of? Mockery?? we already have that
it's time to fight back, rebel, let loose, make our hearst expell
to those arrogant facets who dare put us to the test
they'll soon see lesson learnt, hold your ground at your BEST
They can't touch us, they have no right
"You bite me I crunch back, my ground is what I fight for"

say what's on your mind, why they bother you, just let it show
give them limits as to how far the aggitation can go
and after, they'll regret their feet to mouth laughter
keep your ground kept my kids and your shyness you will master

my socially awkward peeps, be brave, you're in better position
than the rest dirty feet pigeons, chaste girls are the real ones
the only sort of real LADIES left on this earth
and I won't forget my brothers trying to abort the lonely birth
the real GENTLEMEN left. Who can endure pain so quietly?
They don't deserve a medal, instead a trophy
I'm not flattering but if you think then so it be
I'm just tired hearing assumptions from those who don't know me
"Judgemental." why judge if you know not?
why assume a case with no evidence to back it up?
sometimes I wanna latch up and runaway
but I keep self-motivation
and say what I'm saying to you now,
a little Dedication.

http://www.quizilla.com/poems/8004942/socially-akward