i just dont understand
everything happens for a reason
but why this?
you tell me that you love me
your say that you miss me
yet you dont speak to me
dont make it seem like i am truely the one for you
i am fighting myself every day to not think about it
the more i fight
the more it burns
like an inferno grasping my heart
you have become me
everytime i open my eyes i long to see you
hear your voice or simply read your words
still the emptiness continues.....
gone for what seems like decades
unknowing of your return or where abouts...
patience is a lesson learned
i have defeated that task time and time again
and still i wait
wondering and thinking
am i waiting b/c it's going to be something magical
or could it be something i will long to forget.....
we have become distant strangers, that scares me the most
to have to meet u again
feel your touch for the first time
or look you in the eyes and say, "I Love You"

my fight is growing weak
my will to keep holding on is fading
but i remind myself how much u really mean to me
and that sudden urge to call you is faint
i dont know if u will answer
when u dont i am devistated...
the days of silence pass slowly
will you reach out for me tomorrow
or will i encounter another day of emptiness



this is simple actually....all i want is someone to show me that they "love me" as much as they say they do....some one who will treat me like i should be treated.....

.....for someone to chat with let me kno if ur intrested.....

.......end the bordem

heyy everyone....

anyone in nj wanna chill tonight lemme kno!!!!

hey people i am sitting home with nothing to do.....email me or something if u wanna chat!!!

Is anyone out there from NJ? i kno i am and i am lookin for something to do tonight.....any takers?

i would count this as a win ladies and gentlemen....

104-65 with juss around 2 mins to go!!!!

8-0....awesome start to the season boys!!! woo

game update.....

UNC leads as of right now with a score of 73-50!!!!!

lets face it.....

we r awesome this year

heyy all if ur a unc fan show ur support for roy's boys to make it 8-0.....


Lets Go Heels!!!!!

WooHoo

omg awesome show....watch it regularly

i would say like a 6 or so

hey people, yes this is another post letting everyone kno how bored i am right now!! lol

someone help me out!! hahahaha

heyy good lookin whats up

i am honestly am not afraid to tell someone how i feel....mt theory is if i like i am going to put it out on the table and it's in your hands to take it or leave it

heyy yea this seems like a decent place to meet new people, the only down fall is i havent really talked to anyone from my area....lol oh well

which one of us u talking to lol

hey hey.....now i am not the only new one around here lol

WELCOME!!1

nothing here but some flurries but they r gone now.....email me if anyone wants to chat or IM me

xxlghtdknssxx (aim)

hey hey....woo hoo bordem is slowly ending....hahah

heyy doin good kinda bored but it's ok