Thank u all heartfelt

Thank you so much my friend

A Beautiful smile a loving touch
Oh mum how I miss you so much.
You brought me so much laughter and gave so much love.
All the time you was with me but now your above.

You taught me so many things showed me right from wrong
How u would sing your sweet music such beautiful songs
Many tears have fallen although I promised to be strong
You are missed so deeply and there is a huge part of me gone.

Looking back through the years your love shinning through
This is so unfair you should be here oh how I miss you.
You brought so much happiness it surrounded you like a light
You never gave up even in the illness you gave such a fight.

Now a Angel in heaven smiling down on us all
Life is so fragile and at times very cruel.
But I was blessed to have you mum you was like a rare jewel.

My Angel in heaven singing up above
My mum my best friend to you I send u lots and lots of love

Why do you mock me and play this game
Did u actually think I'd take it and stay the same.
Why did u pretend to be this honest person
Boy oh boy I've learned a huge lesson.



Behind that exterior you are just playing me a fool
I was merely a discarded joke to you in your game a little tool
If this is love u can take it back
My heart is injured enough thanks from your attack.



So please all I ask is why, can you not say
As to why you was the love of my life once then ruined one day.

Animal cruelty

Thank u tazzops

Hello to lovingbj and thank u for dropping by. Yes thank u to NoMindGamesPlease appreciated

Looking in the mirror what do I see
A 46 year old woman starring back at me.
What is she saying eyes wide and blue
She is saying come on girl motivation is needed by you.

All the happy moments that she once enjoyed so much
Left without a goodbye just abandon in a rush.
But a glimpse of hope and a ray of light
Has opened that door to a new in sight.

So now as I look I can smile I can laugh
The creative passion deep from that hidden doorway has jumped out at last.
So no more hiding and write as u once did
As this 46 year old woman smiles happily like a giggly kid
Excitement and passion is flowing through her veins
No more mountains to climb no more stumbling blocks
The leash of life has returned and is not being left to rot

So now looking in mirror what is it she will see a light so bright from those big blue eyes
She standing tall contented in her way
Welcome back lady now let's get creativeness flowing each and every day.

Love should be cherished held close to your heart
Not taken away and ripped apart.
But although my beliefs in love had been burnt
It has given me strength to come back with forgiveness from all they I learnt.

To forgive and move forward to keep smiling I must
To build for the future and learn how to trust.
As my beautiful mum used to say to me time after time
Life is too short my darling don't waste anytime
Live your life we'll be happy and alive
But forgive from your heart smile laugh but do not cry.

So I do forgive for my heart being hurt
A lesson I learned but a voice that I heard
Do not give up keep striving your way
For love happiness and peace is around u every minute of every day.

A heart felt read

Hello longgydicky yes you are so right but there see also messengers he uses to help although there is still
Quite a huge amount of things I do not understand yet I have been blessed with the help I get from them .

Hello longgydicky yes you are so right but there see also messengers he uses to help although there is still
Quite a huge amount of things I do not understand yet I have been blessed with the help I get from them .

Hello Terri720 thank you and it is such a relief to know it isn't just me that has all this. I would very much love to hear your stories on this subject with many thanks

Only love can hurt like this Paloma Faith

Thank you Up2Us much appreciated on this sad time

We'll I thought I did find right guy. It turns out he is not who he makes out he is mmet him spent night and day wif him he said he loved me yet no after seeing him yet he had lied and does this all the time devasted

If u like to read my post Deception is in there

Yes thank u my friend

Deception is a harsh word but it has to be said.
Why oh my love did u deceive me to your bed.
I believed your many words that took me under your spell
But truly hidden darken lies were masked under a veil.

It wouldn't have been so bad if u had been honest
Instead a misguided promise.
We made love all day and the night
Surrounding us by the magical light.

But alas my heart shattered in too a thousands bits
The lies my love that is no gift
Why not tell the truth and be open in full to me
Instead of mis guided promises that were never meant to be.

Deception my love a powerful word but oh my love this needs to he heard