you're right, it all started when she thought I was cheating, but I never did, it was a "FRIEND" that convinced her for his own selfish reasons.

we get a lot of criticism for playing the field while being married. but when you find out your wife has been cheating for many many years what do you do? we've got a great family and she's been a good mom and grandmother. so to me, it's one of three possible solutions, divorce, which affects the whole family, her admitting it and doing the work it would take to correct her sexual addiction, which I have no control of, or me messing around which is the only thing that takes the pain away, at least for a while. I've promised myself to longer play the fool. is it wrong?

some body shots would be great in addition to your beautiful face.

selflessness, forgiveness, denial